I look in the mirror
Seeing what i never wanted to see
It's like im broken
Inside and out
I feel distant
Far away
Hurt and confused
Too scared to laugh
Too scared to cry
You make me feel like im nothing
I hate me for trying to change you
theres nothing i can do
I'm sick of lies
And im sick of life
Thats it im finished
I have nothing more to say to you
But good bye.

I wish I was like a bird
So I could fly away
Flap my wings
And go away
I watch as they fly so high
It's beautiful how complex they seem
Yet so peaceful they are
I watch how they soar
As I sit in this burning hell
Wishing i was like a bird
So complex yet so care free.

I hate the way you dress
I hate that your a mess
I hate your eyes
I hate your lies

I hate it when you talk
I hate the way you walk
I hate your smile
I have your style

I hate your arms
I hate your charms
I hate your face
I hate your place

I hate your hands
I hate your planes
I hate the way you think
I hate it when you drink

I hate when you call
I hate it all
I hate it that you true
I hate that I'm blue

I hate your friends
I hate your car
I hate your games
I hate that your lame

I hate the way you sleep
I hate it very deep
I hate your looks
I hate your smerks

But must of all
I hate that I dont hate you at all.

you hurt me, tell me I'm dumb
not worth any of your time
and that I'm a disgrace to you
it hurt to hear that come from the one
i looked up to for so long
you mean a lot to me
when my world is crashing down
and you tell me I'm not the one
baby i looked up to you
you were what i wanted and needed
you were the best thing to ever happen to me
but also the worst
you dont care for me or what i have to say
so now all i can say is goodbye.