Kinda forced myself to lean.
From 25 to 17.
I mainly love the way you write.
And hear your voice through phone tonight.
I can't deny your pain and fear.
I wish you knew that I was here.
The little time that we have spoke.
I'll tell you now, it struck a note.
Although it may be rather new,
You call me Jon, I'll call you boo.
And even if you sleep on me,
I'll take this seed and plant a tree.
Good Night.

I hear your lips speaking.
Your breath slowly creeping down my spine,
So overwhelming, It cannot be a crime.
I hold you, you know me.
Temptation, you *******.
For this isn't our first time.
The hearts heavy beating,
Our eyes steady meeting.
For we are young and in our prime.
Tongue tickles mine, tickles lies, tickles line.
Our minds filled with hope and our hearts to divine.
A hand on your hip and bite on your thigh.
A dose of high notes leaves me begging you tonight.
Eyes forced behind lenses and hair summer blonde.
My hand convincing me to force your head in the pond.
A soft beat, limbs moving, half heart interceptions.
Put your hands up while I check you for weapons.
You know I love you and there is no question.
Please promise me safety from your subtle deceptions.
Tonight I love you.
Tomorrow we die.
**** all the gods that look down from the sky.
A hand on your hip and a bite on your thigh.
The sin that we live drops angels from up high.

Until this thick burden
Eats all of you dry.
I remain the living
torn shrapnel of paint.
I've seen where we should be.
And I'm not alone.
Here in this garden
Truth will be shown.
Before all the roaches.
Before all the lies.
Before all the temples.
Call blood from the sky.
I am no section.
I am not whole.
Where is your face?
This shadows a forge.
Yet I have defected.
And call out your threat.
In brown eyed seduction.
You'll fear what you get.
Yes I should have killed you.
When I had the chance.
You fear confrontation.
You fear our last dance.
In no reply message.
I will hunt you down.
No matter how precious.
I'll force under ground

It feels like I'm awake.
Everything is sort of fake.
I hardly even care.
For every single nightmare.
I'm just a young man who's seen it all.
And whats growing inside you.
Is the last thing I knew.
I know of the things that you conceal.
I cannot tell what is real.
Anymore.
It just repeats inside my head.
I'm sick of this, wish I were dead.
All alone and no one cares.
I still have the same nightmares.
Happy face while I'm awake.
All the things I thought were true for god's sake.
My memories are gone, there's nothing I can keep.
All those things still haunt me while I'm asleep.
If I just refuse to close my eyes.
I'll be happily blinded by all your lies.
What could I do to make this go away?
For all I aspire, I still beg you to stay.
Your crooked smile and subtle smirk.
I distract myself, my life with work.
I'm starting to see where I went wrong.
It actually hasn't been that long.
If I could only be so strong,
to not lose myself within a song...

I smell revenge.
It's your turn now.
Time for you to feel.
Although you may be superior.
I hear you weakness calling me.

I want to feel your blood all over me.
You will feel everything you've done to me.

Smells so good.
Feels so good.
I don't want this to end.
I don't want you to die.
I just want you to feel.
I just want you to smell.

Smell my revenge.
Feel your blood.
Do you like this?
Let's play again.

Before I die I must say
That this isn't the only way.
Natural Disasters, biological war masters,
We deal with this **** everyday.

Before I die I must know,
Which is the right way to go?
Your heaven your hell your liberty bell.
I cant see if your friend or foe.

My life has its questions and peoples suggestions,
Too much too fast before I die.

Before I die you must pay.
For everything you took away.
It's too late to try cause now you must die.
Forever in soil you lay.

Before I die I must show,
All the things that you don't know.
I manipulate people, defiled God's steeple
And I'll end this world before I die.

You are the one I love and know.
You keep me far from danger so,
I'll follow you forever.
Every heart filled moment spent.
Everything I have said, I meant.
You and I until the end.
Together all this time we'll bend.
All the ones who told us no,
We beat all of them on our own.
I'll follow you forever.
And as the last sunset fades,
I'll hold and show you all the ways,
This broken man has given all.
Catch you every time you fall.
I'll cherish you forever.
Bite the fights, bite the stones.
Rise against the screams and moans.
For every kiss that we have shared,
It all adds up how much you cared.
I used to think I don't exist.
Now I'm too many things to list.
I was scared, I fled, I ran.
Now I stand before you, a man.
I'll follow you forever.
You and I forever.
No such thing as never.
I love you my own, Forever.