Yeah I'm doing better
At realizing the truth
That you never
Want to be together
But I don't know
What I did wrong
You were my everything
And that's all gone
I want you back
Cause this is all wrong
You should be here
You should be mine
I miss you
And I'm sorry
I'm just wasting your time...

Take the bottle to the face
To forget about yesterday
Take the bottle to the face
To remember how it used to be
Remember when I was happy?
Of course you do
Because the only time I was happy
Was being with you
I get it we all move on eventually
But why'd you leave so soon
I wanted a life with you
Now there's not much for me to do
Because you've moved on
And all that's left for me is
To take the bottle to the face
And hope for someone to fill your space

I wish you cared
I'm sorry that I was to scared
To tell you how I feel
Yeah I was jealous
But I never thought it was true
The way you said nothing could come in between me and you
But that was wrong
And now your gone
To live happy  with someone else...

Depression is something to fight
You never know if you'll win
Or be looking in the light
Because depression is one big fight
Your head will spin
You'll hear the voices forcing you to sin
The demons inside you will take control
Because they'll happily take your soul
I'm the type not to acknowledge
But the thoughts will take you over the edge
Depression is One big fight
When will I win
And never face the light..

We were supposed to last forever
Just me and you together
But things have changed
And your on your way
To live a life full of happiness
But for me
It was always meant to be
To live heartbroken and alone
For all eternity

Heartbroken people need love
We need to know what we did wrong
Why you left us there
Why you seem not to care
Am I the one to blame
For always feeling
Depressed and ashame
But one thing we want you to know
Well always care and never let you go

I hope you see this
I hope you miss me
Like the way I miss you
I wish we could be happy
Just me and you
So I hope you see this
And how much much you mean to me
I hope you text me
Just wanting to talk
I wish I could hear I love you
Come out of your mouth again
I wake up everyday
Just wanting you in my arms
I go to sleep every night
Just hoping you would want me there
But the 28th isn't the same
Now when I think of it
my head goes down in shame
Because I lost the only thing that made me happy
And I'm the one to blame..

Love is just another word
Said by millions in this cold dark world
Couples dance to lovable songs
With every thought that nothin could go wrong
Heartbroken  people suffer
But these dark days make us tougher
Make us stronger
Love is just another thing that makes life longer
Love is just another thing keeping us from reality
We will never know when
This war with love
Will ever end..

I miss you
I wish this all wasn't true
We haven't talked
In a week or two
But your happy
And there's not much more
That I can do
But just remember
I do and always will
Love you....

My life's a Mess
She's not the reason
For all this stress
I don't know what to do
Cause I always think about you
But that doesn't matter
Cause I'm alone
You left me in this world
To fight on my own
My life's full of thoughts
Thoughts that kids are scared of
Thoughts that make me feel like I'm alone..
But I'll always be alone
Cause I suffer from depression
And no ones gonna know....

There's no more you
There's no more me
There's no more us
and what we used to be
I wish you could see
Just how much you mean to me
So love me yes
Or love me no
I never wanted to let you go

Maybe I should go
Noone cares
Noone knows
What I think about
When I'm all alone
My life's a mess
All this stress
Makes me cry
But I ask why
Why am I the one
Who's all alone
Cause no one cares
And noone knows...

I write poetry
To get me through the day
The type of emotion
Leaves me speechless
With nothing to say
I write poetry
Hoping you will see
I wish we were together
Just you and me
Your the love of my life
The love I had for you
Was so strong
I didn't know what to do
Now that your gone
I know what I could have done
I could have spent more time
Making sure you know
That Ill always
Love you...

How could I
Ever forget you
Your the one who stole my heart
Your the one who tore it apart
But I don't care how torn I am
You'll always be
The girl I fell in love with
The girl who I just want to hold
But this feeling I have for you
Is just to much for me to handle
I just want you to read this
And I want you to think
About the times we had
Even though some were bad
Just remember
Your the best I ever had...

Poetry to me
Helps me get out and see
Just how much these thoughts
Won't let me be
It helps me realize
How much you weren't by my side
Those memories will never be erased
The times I spent staring at your eyes
Or the time I couldn't stop smiling
Yeah that's because of you
But the one thing I'd go a thousand miles for
Is Just to see your smile

According to the believers
God had a reason
A reason to take you
But why you?
You were only 14
Since you've passed
I've done nothing but cry
But I know you're happy
Dancing in the sky
But you should be here
Watching after your brother and sister
You should be here
Making us laugh like usual
But you're not
And I have to deal with it
But I shouldn't be mourning
My 14 year old cousin
You had so much life ahead of you
So many more jokes
And so many laughs
But I'll never hear them again
Because you were taken
And now I'll never see my baby cousin again.....