According to the believers
God had a reason
A reason to take you
But why you?
You were only 14
Since you've passed
I've done nothing but cry
But I know you're happy
Dancing in the sky
But you should be here
Watching after your brother and sister
You should be here
Making us laugh like usual
But you're not
And I have to deal with it
But I shouldn't be mourning
My 14 year old cousin
You had so much life ahead of you
So many more jokes
And so many laughs
But I'll never hear them again
Because you were taken
And now I'll never see my baby cousin again.....

Depression is something to fight
You never know if you'll win
Or be looking in the light
Because depression is one big fight
Your head will spin
You'll hear the voices forcing you to sin
The demons inside you will take control
Because they'll happily take your soul
I'm the type not to acknowledge
But the thoughts will take you over the edge
Depression is One big fight
When will I win
And never face the light..

My life's a Mess
She's not the reason
For all this stress
I don't know what to do
Cause I always think about you
But that doesn't matter
Cause I'm alone
You left me in this world
To fight on my own
My life's full of thoughts
Thoughts that kids are scared of
Thoughts that make me feel like I'm alone..
But I'll always be alone
Cause I suffer from depression
And no ones gonna know....