So you tried to get it done,
Strengthening your resources,
Your funds,
Your needs,
Clear as day you go,
But don't see,
As billows of smoke swallow,
The buildings,
Lead by a fiery wake,
So many plots and none to take,
Never had a chance,
Did too little,
Now too late,
Those who did,
Are gunned down on this laid grid,
Boxed in all along,
The cleansing didn't take too long...

Sticking finger in air,
As if number one,
But just sampling air,
Flow seems to run,
Causes a chill down,
The back of the skull,
Feeling lost of control,
Limbs all starting to fail,
Body is locked in jail,
Waiting to get out,
Wanting to flip out,
Of this state,
I've grown to hate,
But need to recuperate,
Quit standing to anticipate,
Power of freedom,
That doesn't exist,
Need to free them,
Before they persist,
To stay like an unwelcome guest,
That can't be rid of,
Time to quest,
And request control of,
Limbs that are lacking,
Feeling of exertion,
Air and blood smacking,
Into each others station,
To start a war,
Movement of limbs,
Back to tour,
Need to trim,
Into a easy moving flow,
Hurry up it's time to go

Wake up breathing,
Heavy, Deprived, Chemicals,
Mixing the cocktail,
Harder, Then I remember,
Once was free for you & me,
Now 4 parts carbon,
Is how they like to mix the drink,
Po-is-in me,
How can living good,
Be good to do,
When clearly only select few can do,
Regardless po-is-in us,
We'll be back to the same,
Don't say we're to blame,
Cause clearly you'd already do the shame

Came running and saw the blood,
Head was down,
Looks like it's been done,
Don't stand so close,
Or you'll be the roast,
Of disease ending up on your knees,
Gasping for air,
Be better if in a instant,
Even that takes time,
It's ok it'll soon be the end of mankind,
Spreading like butter,
Clogging all,
This is the worst thing since puke on your bedroom wall,
So time to run & hide and watch those die,
While the ones are watching from the sky...

Globs of red and stains crusted,
Eyes removed and now is trusted,
To lend a hand for fellow man,
Always the intention a thought well planned,
Accepted by few, Denied by many
Those with eyes are those who see funny,
By the hands that feed,
Are the ones who lead,
The lemmings to a familiar sound,
That is them plummeting to the ground,
That is the ocean they hear,
It's ok everyone have no fear.

Great to see,
To Be,
To breathe,
The silence that accompanies,
You and me,
Let us smack each other,
With the branch of trees,
And dismantle the rest,
Apparently we don't need,
To increase the value of home,
Because natures needs to be left alone,
To stand for itself,
Defenseless as home,
If left alone,
It does not speak,
Unless properly equipped,
With more entirely pointless shh,
It seems to listen,
As we walk through it,
Just another sound not to check,
Just ignore and forget,
Provide and forget,
Is what it did for us,
No provide is what it did for us,
But was replaced with in dog we trust,
Something incorporated and not really needed,
Like the home not really needed,
Ironic **** it's family and make it live with it,
Only inches away,
This is how we treat it

I feel everyday is mine,
That everyday is divine,
But reality sets in place,
Making me realize what takes place,
Simply a story afloat in space,
And we're all reading the chapter,
It's called the human "Race,"
To us that is but to the rest,
Simply a glimpse of hope doomed to fail,
A comet or comment will eventually impale,
The fragile skin of the earth,
Returning it to it's primitive birth,
Or become ashes and debris,
Will anyone get the chance to flee

Glad smile sad,
Timing not be had,
So just go,
Wither and wilt,
View the angle,
Tilt your head,
Realize nothing instead,
No one brought you here,
You came to steer,
Yourself or someone else,
To a path already chosen,
That is why your mind not open,
Turn off autopilot,
Let the color be violet,
Rather than blue,
Know seeing is not believing,
To believe is to lie,
In the middle of your mind,
An explosion,
Now an implosion,
Of former self,
No thought just do,
Then you'll know what is true,
The answer there before you knew,
When the time comes it'll show you

I wanted close my eyes and make believe I was truly happy,
Awake from not a thought nor a dream,
I was blissfully about smiling in delusion,
Of a mildly happy place with smiles across their face,
Only to disappointed with myself again,
I enter blankly into my own space calm as can be,
Once I clock in I'm in theirs,
Every face and voice heard,
All distinct in their own special place,
Somehow I smile while at a place I hate,
All my energy  being drained,
While I must be pleasant and refrain,
My own place where no expression is needed by face,
Where sense had taken place,
Upon those had realized,
It was just waste when feelings can be traced,
By the energy they put forth in such haste,
So slip back into theirs again,
Mine is to complicated for most,
Simply a delusion in that world most call home,
While mine will slowly start to grow,
Into the next stage lets sit back and turn the page

always incomplete the three of them complete to make something whole but that's defeat of 1/3 and eliminates the herd from gathering information of new infatuation of situations where they could be but must always be seperated so nothing can see being ok with this all that can be said is tsk tsk tsk whenever seen together they remember the law and that's the flaw it's how they're told that's how they're mold just growing til consuming what it holds on nothing that remains just a place still the same one day its source will be gone it'll have evolved and moved on being 1/2 looking for a 1/2 becoming 1 it's longing quest nearly done til both become one and create 3 changing how everyone sees

burn my hair and singe my eyes,
i don't care i won't die,
blue in the face red in the eye,
choke me i won't die,
stab my back slice my skin,
i'll sit back and happily grin...