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Jon Shierling Aug 2014
Do you remember the days when we first met?
The tides that brought us together,
and the thoughts that maybe,
just maybe,
we could be free together?

And how we lived with passion,
slept with and ate of it
passion for a world with no hatred,
deriving sustenance from our love
so long ago?

I tell you now
what I should have told you then
of the enemies you would make
by speaking aloud
of your vision for a perfect world.

When they come for you,
you will be asleep in the wee hours
and they will not have uniforms
or identification
or a warrant for your incarceration.

You will be blindfolded and beaten,
held for 24 hours
and beaten again to soften you up
so that you won't be lucid
when they ask for your confession.

You will not be killed,
you will not be a martyr.

You will simply disappear.
This is purely for entertainment and metaphoric purposes. I do not insinuate illegal activity by any lawful organization.
Jon Shierling Aug 2014
What shall we be to each other
and ourselves
in the years to follow?

A foolish question
without an answer
but something worth pondering.

I don't know
how to tell you this
but I will do my utmost
through the medium I know best.

I can see myself walking
footfall heavy and somber,
but no empty vista residing
within my heart any longer.

I dearly hope to travel
further with you
to seek and to find
all that we yearn for.

However it may end though,
I am content within
knowing that we will
be the better for it.
Jon Shierling Aug 2014
Sitting at work watching the scenes of mayhem and gross misuse of force pouring out of Missouri doesn't really phase me the way that I think it should. And that in itself is cause for alarm, this kind of nonchalance in the face of injustice. It's become a common phenomenon in the years since the Towers fell however, local police armed with military grade automatic weapons, riot gear and armoured vehicles confronting crowds waving signs and throwing plastic water bottles. Albeit the violence was escalated by a small group of agitators within the crowd throwing molotovs and rocks, the vast majority of the protesters were completely respectful and well coordinated by local activists. In a kind of eerie throwback, Gov. Nixon ordered a National Guard detachment to the St. Louis suburb early Monday in an attempt “to help restore peace and order and to protect the citizens of Ferguson.”* Granted, civil disturbances are never a stroll in the park, and I commend the efforts of community leaders and law enforcement attempting to prevent violence and looting, but common sense dictates that you shouldn't shove weapons in the faces of people that are just standing in your way. Crowd dynamics being what they are, one of two things will happen when authorities respond to civil disobedience with violence, 1) the response is heavy enough and quick enough to prevent organization and coordination by the protesters, or 2) the peaceful protesters respond to violence by becoming violent themselves.
*LA Times, Aug. 18
Jon Shierling Aug 2014
There is no map for me to follow here,
no signposts
no magic theatre
just the forest and the rain.

Whatever it is that is pulling me toward you
must have some purpose
some design
a love worth believing in.

I'm an explorer pushing back through time
pulling chunks of stone from old walls
brushing dust from mosaics
piecing together what I can of your soul.

It is what I'm good at
and what I think you may need me to be
an archaeologist of the heart
rediscovering you for the first time.

It's dark here and lonely
though I can hear you whisper to me
out of the pages and words and symbols
ushering me forward into the night.

Whatever I find at the center
must be something beautiful
something grand
but I won't make it through the twilight
without you to hold my hand.
Jon Shierling Aug 2014
I've always liked working the night shift, no matter what the job might be. Something to do with the solitude, like keeping a vigil almost. I've always been a night guy, wandering around St. Augustine at three in the morning when I was in school, cruising after-hours clubs in Seattle, watching the sun rise from the roof of my ex's apartment building. Funny thing is I hate big cities, so I live in a place where most everything closes at nine on Sundays and they won't sell ***** before ten in the morning. Makes no sense, but then I again I don't make many decisions that make sense.

One gets the chance to talk to strange people late at night, gets to see some strange things too. I guess I get off on it, the novelty, feeling like I've had some kind of original experience. God I hope I'm not a hipster.

Talked to a man in MN once, and it only bears noting because he didn't actually have a problem that needed fixing. For whatever reason, he felt like talking. Not about random ******* either mind you, he spoke some real philosophy. I won't do him injustice by paraphrasing, suffice to say that he likened the human condition to the process of metallurgy, which isn't all that original, but sometimes you need to hear a person say something and really mean it rather than just read dead words on a page. Whatever, call it pretentious or stupid or childish but he made a good point and I'm sticking to it. The experience had value in and of itself.

So sit back, make yourself a whiskey sour, throw on some David Lynch and place yourself here. It's storming, a real king hell of a thunderstorm, you're tired and punch drunk from staring at electronics too long and chugging coffee all day. The phone rings and you're ******, nobody wants to talk this late. It rings four of five times before you pick up. She doesn't have a problem per se, didn't know that anybody would even pick up, just dialed randomly. Guess you can talk, what the hell else are you gonna do, and you yourself know that you've done the same thing, called numbers in the middle of the night because you gotta talk to somebody, anybody. She makes you think of that Anais Nin book about Sabina, A Spy in the House of Love. And then she says she feels like that. "I've got a hurt inside," she says. You tell yourself you're not an idiot, but you know what's coming next. She says she called from a club. Thirty minutes later, you're sitting there.
Jon Shierling Aug 2014
Misty morning of time gone by,
sun bespeckled summer days full
to the brim with quiet love.

Loose collections of a rainwater collage,
woven blankets draped over
a sad man with a pen.

All I am is held within the small things,
all I love and breath
mere moments.

Old songs sung by the wind,
a whisper and a longing
please let me make something
beautiful for you.
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