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John Jul 2015
Late in the evening
And I am upset,
Coz I’m still thinking
Of something I can’t accept

Why did I do that?
It’s the question in my mind
I’m searching for the answer
That till now I can’t find

Just for your forgiveness
I will catch a shooting star
To ease all the sadness
And turn the wound into scar

But I know it will never be the same
The same as before
I will accept all the shame
All that they'll throw

For I will sacrifice my happiness
To give your joy
It’s like exchanging my paradise
Just for a toy

I hope that you can forgive me
For what I have done
I’m not a perfect person
I’m just an ordinary man
I'm just an ordinary man
John Jul 2015
I've seen so many pictures
But yours is different
You have a lot of features
and your eyes, it looks innocent

it doesn't  know how to look mad
Or to look intimidated
But when it looks sad
That's the most appreciated

eyes that puts me under a spell
That till now I cannot break
The best dreams that I cannot tell
Sometimes I wish never to wake

Cause we can only be together
Whenever I sleep
We can only love each other
In my dreams that are deep

I am missing you so much
And your beautiful brown eyes
Your soft gentle touch
That can make the time Pass by

Without me noticing it
And Not even worrying
As long as our hands are adjacent
I won't have to think of anything

I wish you're here with me now
So I can look into your eyes
And tell you my sweetest vow
That can't be replaced by lies

I will always love you
No matter what
And I will keep my love for you
Until my eyes forever will shut
I will always love you
No matter what
And I will keep my love for you
Until my eyes forever will shut
John Jul 2015
Tears started to fall
And I’m down to crawl
It’s early to say goodbye
But all I can do is to try

Now that I’m down
And fooled like a clown
I’ll just have to let you go
Cause you love him so

I wish I've known you before
And showed you my love like shore
With endless sands on the ground
Just like an endless love that we should've found

I’m losing this war
And everyday you’re getting so far
You’re with him in a place where I can’t reach
And it’s my heart whom I can’t teach

I think it’s obvious to see
That I have to set you free
And let time and day
Fade those memories away

Forgetting you would heal my heart
But I think it would break me apart
For you I have to try
A little too late, but too early to say goodbye
John Jul 2015
Sometimes holding on
does more damage than letting go.
It does more damage
Trying hard to know.

Why some things in this world,
Just won't fit?
Why two special feelings,
After all have to split?

It hurts to think
that you have to let go,
Try to move on
And just let the pain flow.

But sometimes
It's hurtings that makes us stronger
It's like building a bridge
just to get over.

While watching all those painful memories,
Wash off and Go away.
You'll notice that you're Moving on,
Day by day.

Some say that a broken jar
Is worthless and nonsense.
Broke into pieces,
Negatively priceless.

But try to fix it
Using a molten gold,
It'll be more precious than ever,
Nothing that has been sold.

Just like in life
There are times that we feel shattered.
Due to every heart aches,
We all feel battered.

With all those positive thinking,
You'll have a great mold.
With that positive thinking,
you'll have the molten gold.

To fix your broken heart,
To move on and let go.
And Have a golden Heart
For the one who deserves it so.

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