What if your cup of life was hitting rock bottom ,and you have been running on empty for the longest time? Miracles can't be for me you think to yourself! I've messed up too badly...Not many people like me. I'm mostly alone. I'm too far gone! I'm hopeless! That good stuff is for that other person you know...That better than you person!
  But what if instead of approaching your last day you decided to be so in love with life the outcome didn't matter. You really decided to love yourself and give yourself the dreams you held inside you.
  You gave yourself and the world around you day by day a new beginning. You decided no effort was too much! No pain so great to stop you. Making and owning the decision in our hearts that at least our love of life could be invincible. We would reflect the light of creation onto every thought word and deed henceforth. No turning back! Thoughts proceed the words, and actions create the fabric of our lives and the world around us we live in. To make the decision to be a destiny maker...To believe if we have the courage to love and hug one person  it can eventually grow a forest of love...
  Patiently doing whatever we felt truly needed to be done...Resting in our effort one breath at a time... to always hold in our hearts that we matter, and those around us always matter...We are always on ground as Holy as we Let it be in our hearts...

To go beyond our pain
the final frontier
past mistakes lessons guide us
to the stars

Untouched love fuel that lasts eternities.
Forgiveness and trust the fuel tanks that must
always be kept in repair.

Traveling onward with the inquisity of a little child

Once I was nothing but a painful longing in a vast dark cold nothingness. Like a life yet unborn in a womb. Now I am,.. But am I better for the being?
Fragile little me residing in a vast Universe on this place called Earth... Just one in millions... Somehow my soul has accrued matter, and I am,...  But do I really matter to anyone or anything?
Can we really make a difference? Does it matter?
When I look up at a star in the Night Sky, Scientists say I'm made of the same stuff... How can that be? If that is so is the Star in the Night Sky looking right back at 'Fragile Little Me?".
Will I come back again if my time runs out before my task is done that the Universe has secretly assigned to me?? I wish the Universe could help more with this task to make the world a better place and help me find more love along the way...
Just one in millions? Why do I feel so much? Does our pain keep the world going round? I have no answers... In the end my life is but a prayer...And most of it right now is only heard by me...

So much to do about now lately!
It is said time is relative...so...
Relative to what I say?
Of course...relative to our state of mind!

Can a thought take me to heaven or last a thousand years?
Has anyone tried such an endeavor...Why can't it be me?

So I shall for now..Ha...Ha... I shall aim for your heart
and I shall use love as the method

Pretend for a moment that you are a newborn infant,
and you are precious and sacred and very fragile...
but you are infinite as long as you are treated and treat yourself
with respect to this precious, sacred, fragility...

Perhaps that is the secret to having the Infinite Moment!
It is so simple a child can understand it
I hope I don't ever forget..
This is my present to you..