I know this guy whose great for me,
even tho, we've only been together 3 months you see!
He's there to make me laugh,
He's there when life is bad,
but most of all he's even there to keep me from feeling sad!
I love the way he hugs me tight,
and the way he makes me feel inside.
I love the fact he likes me for me,
and doesn't try to start a fight.
But most of all I love the fact that he has my back,
especially when the world has left me in a bind.
I love the sound of his laugh,
and ** he's so polite,
But most of all I love that when I'm wrong,
He always pretends that I'm right!
Now it may seem as if I'm almost done,
but I have yet to say his name;
This guy of whom s John,
Is officially mine to claim!

I have been realizing
That I am not open
I am closed
No matter how many times I wait for him after class
He will not get coffee with me
Because I am not open to it.
It does not matter I want to be part of someone else
Because deep down I really don't
You only get to love what you are open to loving.

There is a Pandora's box in my chest
And I have the key
And I won't give it to anyone else
And I wont unlock it
I am not Pandora
I will not release the chaos.
I do not want chaos.
Love is chaos.

Waiting.
Waiting for my life to being.
Right now I'm just floating through the motions.
Life is not lived nor see.
I'm simply going through the routine.
Days come, days go.
Time will continue to flow.

Waiting.
Waiting for my ah-ha moment;
The time when my life will click onto its path.
So much potential, **** little drive.
Peek my interest and I'll dive.
Days come, days go.
Time isn't going to slow.

Waiting.
Why am I waiting?
Life is like an infinite road; no end in sight.
Waiting gives me nothing in the end.
Living life is my new trend.
Days come, days go.
With time I will grow.