Bittersweet
That's how she sees the world through these beautiful eyes of hers; one black one green
Not aware that she is bittersweetness itself
With the way her coldness could freeze hearts around her at times
While her burning whole-hearted spirit awakens souls at others
With the way she claims independence
While recognizing the undeniable dependence she has for that one man
With the way she could eat flesh in times of anger
While giving her own in times of need
But all that she does not notice
All there is for her is her firm belief that life is bittersweet
To help her go through all the agonies presented to her
In exchange for pleasure

He hugged me so tight
He suffocated the hell out of me
And by hell i mean
All my insecurities and demons
Never have i felt safer
With his arms holding me
Never have i felt in greater danger
With his scent
Running through my veins like nicotine
Rendering me more and more addicted
This contradiction left me confused at first
But one thing I was sure of
I ached for his hug
If only just one more time

It was when he kissed her in church
And all she could think of
Was how that kiss was far more sacred
Than any religious place could ever be
That she knew that her heart
Beats only for
Insane, maddening love

Some find peace
When they join their hands and pray
While my heart
Can only be at rest
With my hand entangled with yours
My heart at rest
But my body alive as ever
Burning with the touch of your skin
Oh that heavenly touch
But how can I call it heaven-like
When all it does
Is bring out all the sinful desires
My soul and body crave