Should I be dead,
'Cause I always wonder why,
Why's this in my head,
Why am I even alive.

Should I be here,
'Cause I'm always feeling hurt,
Nothing here is clear,
Everything is all blurred.

Should I be in love,
Or just keep on breaking,
When she's in my blood,
But the blood's escaping.

Should I be writing,
'Cause most don't like it,
Other think it's lightning,
Relating to how I write it