I find it tyring as hell
but I promised I won't tell
anyone about this pain
again - love in vain.
I have to speak to someone
out there
anyone with whom I can share
this sorrow inside,
this agony that feels
heart-wide.
It spreads through my soul
it runs through my veins
It is making a black hole
for all the remains
of happy thoughts
and bright thinking.
I feel it rots
and it is sinking.