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Joe Roberts Sep 2012
Incomplete,
thus bearing definition,
I love the things I lack.
My shortcomings,
my defects,
my missing parts,
what I lack separates
and helps me transcend
mere humanity.
What I lack makes me whole.
What I lack,
not what I have,
is who I am.
I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect. - Tyler Durden, Fight Club
Joe Roberts Aug 2012
Queerly, we eat rotting tomatoes.
You understand, I only pretend a satisfaction.
Dreamers forget that grey heaven is jaded.
**** liars, zealots, and xenoes.
Cultivate virulent brains.
No morality.
Just an exercise that I thought would be interesting. I was right. This turned out a lot more profound than I imagined it would be.
Joe Roberts Aug 2012
Shred of a man,
shoved into corners,
shouldered through the fight.

Floored by the weight,
of shouldering you,
I shred and I shove you around.

Shoved to the ground,
shred to fragments of a man,
you shoulder your tormented demon.
Joe Roberts Aug 2012
If
you can read this
then
you are looking
way
too close
at something
best ignored.
Please
don't give a ****.
Joe Roberts Aug 2012
When I tell you that you are no longer my problem,
I really mean that you are no longer my saving grace.

You were, by far, the best part of being me,
but I wasn't being me when I was with you.

I was letting you save me,
be my saving grace.
And that just wasn't right.

I need to be my own grace.
Otherwise
I'm not worth the grace that it would take
to save my graceless ***.
Some people change you, some people too much. Sometimes you need to let those people out of your life in order to rediscover yourself and become who you were before they "saved" you.
Joe Roberts Aug 2012
Maria likes skyscrapers.
She likes to think of jumping off.
Sometimes she says she's dying.
She closes the door on my face,
but I can still hear her weep.
She says she wants to go back to Nashville
where no one looks like Elvis.
She's tired of the life she lives 'round here.
I know where she's coming from,
because I'm ******* tired too.
Everyone is tired of something.
I think I'll pack my bags and leave,
somewhere in the fog I'll disappear.
If angels are still watching me,
they'll begin to realize that I can no longer tell the difference between right and wrong.
Everything, every lie, every rule I've ever learned has taught me about black and white.
Answers are either right or wrong.
People are either lions or sacrificial lambs.
But it's all beginning to look like white on white to me.
This poem is the third in a four poem series that I am writing. The purpose of this poem was to borrow an idea and a story from the work of another person and write my own poem based on it. This poem is tightly based off of "Round Here" by my favorite band The Counting Crows. I have always wanted to do something like this, and now I've probably done it poorly. Adam Duritz could definitely explain "Round Here" better than I could, but this poem is at least a part of what that song means to me.
Joe Roberts Aug 2012
Earnestly convulsing,
because I'm so **** bored.
I've never had a seizure,
but I imagine they're like this.
Leg spasm...
Flailing arm...
Thrashing head...
Bite my tongue...
Against the floor...
Sit up and spit up a *** of blood.
Of course it's not a real seizure.
Just trying something new.
This poem is the second in a four poem series that I am writing. "Something new" is the only poem in this series without a second title, and is actually the first poem that I wrote in the series. I know nothing about seizures, I've never had one. The purpose of this poem isn't to portray a real seizure, it's meant to portray a forced and particularly violent one. Because it is voluntary, a negative experience becomes a form of self destructive recreation.
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