All I remember is
your anger

insults
and pain
and bitter words
instead of
hugs
and kisses
and
soft
tender
touches

I wish I could remember
the good times

laughs
we shared
and
dreams
of the future

Were there any?
Do you remember?

Cold stinging rain
   pounding my soul
Strong wind pushing me toward
   an unwanted reality
Cloudy
   dreary
      destructive
Searching desperately
   for
      the
         sun