A friend?
Oh the unfamiliarity of
that word in my mind.
Because it is now 2:16 AM
And I'm sitting here
in this seclusion
With no one here
but myself,
And that's not
Who I need right now,
Who I want right now.
Who I need right now?
Is you.
My dear, dear "friend."

You've abducted my heart,
And captured my soul.
You've tainted my brain
And taken my memories
And now all that remains
is the vestige of our
destroyed relationship.

I push people away.
That's what I do.
When I need them most,
When I want them most.
And now I need you,
now I want you.
But you're                            gone,
And I made sure of that.

I think I miss you,
a little too much.
I think about you,
a little too much.
And if I loved you,
a little bit more.
I think I'd love you,
a little too much.