You've abducted my heart,
And captured my soul.
You've tainted my brain
And taken my memories
And now all that remains
is the vestige of our
destroyed relationship.

I think I miss you,
a little too much.
I think about you,
a little too much.
And if I loved you,
a little bit more.
I think I'd love you,
a little too much.

I push people away.
That's what I do.
When I need them most,
When I want them most.
And now I need you,
now I want you.
But you're                            gone,
And I made sure of that.

A friend?
Oh the unfamiliarity of
that word in my mind.
Because it is now 2:16 AM
And I'm sitting here
in this seclusion
With no one here
but myself,
And that's not
Who I need right now,
Who I want right now.
Who I need right now?
Is you.
My dear, dear "friend."