They caught me.
They saw me.

They judged me.
Unloved me.


I won't forget it.
Unless you say it.

The time is now.
The time to pay it.


I want you to remember.
Am I the only one who forgot?

Oh what am I saying?
The hope is all lost.


Leave me to drown.
I beg you. Please.

Leave me alone.
So I can die in peace.


But it won't be peaceful.
I can tell you that.

It will be so painful.
So just hit me with a bat.


So that I can unsee what I saw.
And unsaw what I see.

It may not make sense to you,
but it makes sense to me.


I can see them crawling,
Under my skin.

I can see them moving,
Living within.


Help! I can feel it.
The fire is lit.
Stop! Don't hurt me!
Not even a bit.

It's my job, it's my job.
I will **** myself.

Step back, I can do this.
I don't need your help.


The blade is lifted.
The blood will be shown.

Do you want to see it?
It's blood of my own.


Cut down deeper. I
still don't feel a thing.

Cut down harder.
Then hear the ding.


The blood flies out,
But instead of red.

The blood is different,
It's the color of dead.


They're coming!
The spirits!

They **** us all.
But don't you know.
Oh you're so slow.

It's all inside my head.

I hate you so much.
Why must you find me?

Though I do miss your touch,
It's my heart, it defines me.


But it's not fair,
If you have it.

Why won't you share?
It's completely lit.


On fire is my soul.
Burning to dust.

If this was your goal,
Then why do I trust?


I love you,
I need you.

Come back to me please.
You leave me,
Don't miss me.

For you it's a breeze.

It's not fair that I love you.
That I can't let you go.

It's not fair that you love her.
Should I just walk out the door?


Because when I think of you,
I feel pain.

But when I think of him,
It's not the same.


So are you the one,
The one that I need?

Or are you the devil,
Changing the lead?


Does it matter what's happened?
No one else seems to care.

Does it matter, I'm broken.
I've got nothing to share.


You have it.
You stole it.
Now give it back.

I want it.
I need it.
The heart that I lack.

Return it,
Or burn it.

I don't really care.
All that matters to me,
Is that you don't care.

My heart is shattered.
Doesn't matter.


You never cared.
Never shared.


How did I know,
You'd let this go?


Without a care,
It's so unfair.


I gave my all,
You let me fall.


Still I forgive you,
But do you too?


It doesn't matter,
It's all shattered.


Bleeding out my fingertips.
Leaving me with thoughts to sip.


Nothing will ever be the same,
And it's not me, it's you to blame.

Closing my eyes.
Locking my ears.
Turning away.
Running from fears.
Nothing to face.
Not even a trace.
Gone with the wind.
The lighting so dimmed.

I find myself thinking from time to time,
About everything we could be but I know that I'm,
Foolish and in some ways abused by myself,
Because I get my hopes up to have them crash and I felt,
Alone and scared when I thought you weren't there,
But I realize now that you never did care,
So I hide and I guard myself from the world,
My heart so limp yet so tightly curled,
Around you my dear for you must know,
That my heart still won't let you go.

It's unreal how this kinda thing happens.
The world spins so fast while you're here with me.
But it goes to slow when you're away.
The past seems so long ago.
But it seems so close.
I'm losing control of reality.
Nothings making sense anymore.
It's like nothing I've known before.
Though I know I've lost myself.

The sun screams.
I tell you to wait for the night.
Warm nights don't help.
Water.
You beg for it.
I watch you sweat.
I watch you fade.
Finally the storm clouds fly over.
You almost drown.
The sun loses it's voice.
The breeze flies by.
You make new friends as they fall from the sky.
But you shiver.
You ask for warmth.
I say it will come.
It grows colder.
You doubt my words.
You ignore me.
I laugh.
But my laugh fades.
You're frozen without words.
The sun won't shine here.
White all around me.
My lips chapped.
Won't you grow?
But you hide.
You hide from me.
And I cry ice tears.
I can't find you anymore.
You're buried.
The white turns green.
Then slowly you return.
You're small.
You've been sleeping.
I tell you I've missed you.
You say you believe in the warmth I once spoke of.
Warm air buzzes by.
Rain falls gently from the sky.
Perfect.
You don't drown.
You don't sweat.
You don't freeze.
You ask how I knew.
I tell you that it always goes like this.
I tell you there's a circle that we can't fix.
You say you always look forward to this time.
I tell you I'll never forget it.