I am a simple yet fragile girl
Easy to get breakdown but not a showy girl
Come from a united and happy family
Thank God for all the blessings whole heartedly.

At the age of nine
Different things come into my mind
I become curious and interested
In the things that I want to do with.

I started to step out on my comfort zone
To start the things I want to do on my own
I volunteered to teach different young children on our town
Especially the young ones who never go to school because they don’t have any coin.

This was just the beginning of my journey, I said.
Where I do things on my own without waiting for something to received.
Serving and helping others are my thing
This was happened 9 years and I still thanking.

As I walked alone,
Unfamiliar place shown.
Doubt in my head,
Fearless as I walked ahead.

Green trees,
Clear seas,
Colorful rainbow; and
An ocean below.

Birds flying above
All the creatures filled with love
Solemnly place
Where you can find peace.

I continued my journey
I am alone but I’m not lonely
My soul filled with compassion
And I am determined to know this location.

All the animals were tame
Different colors everywhere
Tame and patient creatures new and old
Gives a big difference to our real world.

From afar I saw a woman
A beautiful woman from the entire land
Gripped with her hand a long wand
Surely a beautiful lady admire by many.

I feel amazed at her beauty
She’s surrounded with a beautiful ladies
A woman like me trying to have a glimpse of her face
And all of a sudden I was feel amazed.

As I lift my head above
Her face filled with white bright light like a dove
Through the bright light I saw
It felt like I’m falling slow.

I woke up in my bedroom
Looking side by side in my room
Finally I come back to my senses
Where I started remembering the places.

Afterwards  I remembered the happenings counterclockwise
And I realized that I’m just dreaming about my Journey in Paradise.

I am not yet ready
I am being greedy
So Selfish to myself
Don’t know how to think to myself.

I am not yet ready to go far away
Leaving my hometown and go on my way
Facing my problems all alone
Sleeping on my bed just me alone.

I am not yet ready to cry every midnight
Wishing  my parents be here with me at night
Instead of hugging them tight
I can only hug my pillow as tight.

I am not yet ready to go to college
Where I be able to walked on my dreams to pledge
Facing all the struggles and difficulties on
Not with them but me myself and I alone.

Life is not easy
It always leads you to be busy
Different problems a day
And you don’t know what to say.

We always think to surrender
So that all of these we can’t remember
Problems there, Problems everywhere
But always think to breathe and catch some air.

Life is a game and you are the player
So always think how to be a wise player
Not a quitter but a fighter
Who fights for life and never easy to get surrender.

Nowadays the world seems different
People forget that this world are just for rent
Destruction, abortion,killing in action
All of it leads in ruining our population.

High rates of women being *****
Continuous number of drug addicts caught in the raid
Typhoons, earthquakes and other natural disasters became rampant
And We don’t have any plans.

Oh thy old world and human being
Where art your old meaning
You changed not for the better
But for the worst and became bitter.

How to win our old world back?
When no one tries to win it back
People only wants popularity
And I can see human, but no humanity.

Who gave me will to survive?
Who picked me when I’m down?
Who’s the reason why I’m alive?
Who listened to me, when I’m alone?

You gave me will to survive
You’re the reason why I fight
You’re the reason  why I live
And the one who gave me light.

For every problems and struggles I take,
You’re always there to give me strength.
For I am down, You always pick; and
I always stand in every length.

As I woke up every morning,
I glorify and give you praise
Talk to you before evening
Before the moonlit began to rise.

Thank You for waking me up every morning,
Reminding me of the reasons why I’m still alive.
Another day to start a new beginning; and
Thank You ‘cause You’re the one who always give me Will To Survive. -God