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Sep 2013 · 375
Untitled
JM Vallena Sep 2013
Nobody knows how hard I tried
How long I tried
How desperately i tried

But no one ever notice
So
I quit trying
I don't want to look pathetic
In front of other people

I salvaged what is left on me
And promised not to make the same mistake again
And now I'll live my life alone
Away from the judging eyes
Away from the world
Sep 2013 · 437
Untitled
JM Vallena Sep 2013
I killed a man
Is it a sin to **** a man?
So what if I killed a man, the one I killed is a bad man
What do you want me to do, let him live?
But he'll **** an innocent human

Dilemma, Dilemma, I am on the horns of a dilemma.

Am I a sinner or am I a saint?
I'm just a human created to make mistakes
I killed him
So what if I killed that man
All I did was killed that man
Not just an ordinary man but a bad man

I killed myself, I am the bad man
I will **** others for my own sake
So I killed myself
Is it a sin to **** myself?
I'm the bad man.
Sep 2013 · 1.1k
Despair
JM Vallena Sep 2013
I can see the darkness swathing everything into its fathomless cloak.
Greedily swallowing, leaving only death on its wake.
Exhausting every essence until nothing is left.
Blinded by the darkness I walked, searching for something.

Nothing, there is nothing, just the void.
Fear started to creep into my system.
Like a hangar engulfed in flames.
I feel consumed, corrupted.

On the verge of insanity
I prayed, to whom, I am not certain exist.
I waited, but I waited in vain.
No one came to rescue me, no angels, not even a flicker of light.

Despair started to plague me.
Like a contagious disease it kills me, thoroughly.
I am shattered like a broken glass, crushed into million fragments.


There is no hope
I'm afraid to admit it, but there is really no hope.
Sep 2013 · 656
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JM Vallena Sep 2013
How can I convey the warmth of my adoration
And show you the fact of my dear affection
If you seem not to mention the attention that I am giving to you

I beg you not to shatter thou heart
Because it'll make me be torn apart
I can wait thousand a years,
Just don't break my zealous heart

If others can confer you a bouquet of flowers
Pardon me for I am not rich,
All that I can offer is my everlasting devotion

I hope someday you'll realize how far my love can go
From the farthest star to the deepest ocean
I'll do everything just for you to know, that I love you.

— The End —