We touch I feel a rush so much it makes me blush you make me want to hold you close to my heart and catch all your tear drops.
  
Make them smile and feel amazing keep holding onto this trust, your kiss is a day dream as our lips start to touch.
  
This rush is tingling our *** is always banging; I tell you I love you and you tell me you love me two.
  
Its amazing when we holding and it feels so nice been in you, I love it when you scream and take me to a place deep within.
  
My tough has me thinking twisting as it thinks! I think we should agree your ***** tastes so sweet.
  
What style should we do? ******* makes you weak I love it when you grab me and wrap your legs around me.
  
We sweating with loads of sexing moaning as you feel it, the trick was another world that had your heart beat blushing.

Jidos Reality 5.8.12

Happiness is the price I had to pay for my smile it came along and all it did was made me cry.

The smile the twinkle in my eye the days when I thought I was by myself, the medication the mad house talking to a mouse no answer back because I was lost.

The sound felt so soft a Cold Chill running away very fast, Thoughts leaving my head taking me back to the past.

Reminding me that I could never be loved I would always be starved I looked for happiness but all I lost was love.

Found it hard to trust begun to feed on anger my world was lost in the past, I hate happiness it crushed my heart very hard.

I open my eyes but all I see is the dark, no light at the end but a cold door waiting for me to pass.

Hears the key there’s no rush it will take it’s time and eat away at my broken beating heart.

Happiness is a word I want to leave in the past.

Jidos Reality 15.10.12

Saw you’re soul and I ripped it out, Took your wish and you’re smile your personality was trapped in a world that would always make it cry.

Your mind was mine I confused it every time, I locked it in a maze were rage would visit all the time.

Make you run into a corner to some were you could never hide, what a life with no smiles only tears that never cry.

Only then we wonder why? Why should we ever try? Worry and stress every time I say goodbye.

Oh! Why do “I Hate You” I wonder why? You selfish so I came back to abduct your smile, and replace it with loads of many evil cry’s.

There’s no love Bites tonight only padded cells that come alive, I hope you ready to fight your weakness is my anger that feeds me every time.

I sit back and smile and hold you with my evil eyes take every emotion that has ever crossed your life.

Destroy every feeling that you have ever felt in-side, I hate you with a passion you the last word in this chapter of my life I wonder why?

Jidos Reality 11.8.12

What a promise this is a wish come true, I don’t have to worry about bills or borrowing money of you.

I don’t have to worry about waiting for a bus when I’m in a rush when it’s raining, whilst I’m watching you drive pass.

No fuss no more empty stomach that’s the past, No more beans on toast I’m loving  my Sunday roasts All my food is now fresh not four days old.

I never saw it coming and it did, and I never run i waited for this moment i always hoped that it would come and now it’s in my life ill make sure it’s never gone.

I hope you read what I’m writing and understand where it’s from, A promise is a gift a wish that comes along it will always be lost my a memory that feels wrong.

A thought in my head because my heart has just turned around its looked at the truth through the eyes of the lies in the dark.

My mind is amazing it understands all this love from my heart; they will both be there together from the end till the start.

Jidos Reality 25.10.11

Through thick and thin pennies over taking this piggy bank bin, still living in the gutter were the waste man lives.

Overdraft has the bank got you searching for change, for many penny’s” paper chasing for tobacco that I need to roll.

Had wash because I’m in a rush, I really miss soaking up when I’m  washing needing a bath.

Off to do my shopping won’t you wish me good luck, I had to budget with this £5 pounds i just won on a scratch card.

It won’t take me far but it will stop my stomach from feeling like it’s been torn up into many little looking scars.

It will stop my stomach from rumbling just before it thinks it’s going to starve, I don’t really know where to start this situation hurts me so much.

Searching for some hope that’s lost some were in the dark through thick and thin living a life that’s full of sin.

Searching for left over’s going through my neighbor’s bin.

Jidos Reality 22.7.12

Think you’ve been through hell? Let me tell you a story that I think I should tell, this aint a pretty world when you living in hell.

No washing machine to wash your clothes because they smell the things I’ve been through were so hard can you tell.

Had nothing to eat had no body to tell, only ever lied had no one I could tell, the problems in my life that were crazy made me feeling so sad.

I hope you happy and you glad, Aint paid my rent for months now my landlords going mad, no I’m not greedy I’m just puzzled I’m sad.

I tried to get a Job but no interview because i smell, no work experience check my c.v its blank.

Can’t wait for my dinner got some backed beans in a can, as for desert well that’s what you get for living in hell.

So that’s my story that I felt I should tell.

Jidos Reality 9.8.11

Woke up this morning to find London on fire, and not the homeless little kids with tears in they eyes.

They stomachs are so empty all they attract are fly’s; they’ll never go to school and remember that smile.

London’s on fire with smoke clouding the sky, you all a bunch of funny people can’t you hear the little homeless children Cry”

This poverty is a disease it eats away like a parasite, she’s only 12 years old and she’s lost her mom and dad.

She’s got 2 brothers and 1 sister to look after it’s so sad, shell never be able to open up a book and read and grow up to be a doctor, and never worry about greed.

Shell walk for 5 hours just to find them something to eat, It hurts all her knees, all this walking and stressing she never prayed for this.

But she never gives up she’s always strong never weak, Poverty is a curse can’t you listen to me.

  
Jidos Reality 10.8.11