I ******* inside books and give life to words

Leaving concepts stuck together you probably never heard (what?)

I love when people think I'm psychologically disturbed

Cause it means I overloaded their neurological nerves!!!

Were are you?
I feel confused and amused
by something really amazing  
possibility of me falling for you
<3
Yet I feel so small
so irritated
I feel so weak
Useless.
Like your way out of my league
everytime you look at me i melt
like cheap Ice cream on summer heat.
everytime you call my name you make my
heart race
so help me i'm so
.
.
.
...
...
.CONFUSED

Everyday i'm gettin' Worse
I can feel it flowin
through my veins
its like a curse eating
my soul everyday.

People treat me low everywhere I go
sarcastic motha%#$$@@ where ever I go
My grades so low
I feel so slow
I study and understand yet nothin happens.

I feel so weak so left behind.
I try to compensate for the wrong i've done
I feel so velnerable I don't feel better the next day
I feel...........WORST

All my quizes are low.
Because they teach so slow
Concentrating on stuff they don't know
Deliberately causing massive Brain damage
Exploding heads. anomalys
Fighting assigments they give us we try to survive.
Guns blazin on oral reports.blamin'
HipHop for the youths unacceptabe behaviour
Intellectual overdose causing nerve paralysis
Joking around ain't gonna help
Killing time, wont justify the
Lack of discipline in the
Minds of the
New generation
Out of place in time & space all we can do is catch up with the
Pace....

YOUR    



SMILE




MAKES  




ME





FEEL





GREAT






:)

Some say that fighting for your
country is a privilage
its Honorable they say
But I say its a phony
mistake.

Some fight for the money
Others for fame
others for redemption
some for pain.

They say that all men are treated Equal
But when power and control is Concerned
they treat nobody Equal.


You can't say your fighting
for something worth dying
When your leaders can't
say Nothin to the discriminate
killings of innocent civilians.

Your leaders may Lie
But your moral chices dont.
because the war you fight
is war on judgment and choices
you decide whose right or wrong.

We live in a world
where seeing is not believing
every move you make
every word you speak
every decision you make
is judged by the judgemental  masses.

I pledge no allegiance
I feel no remorse
I fee no sadness
In this world of curse.


sorry this is my first post hehe ^^