Now I made alot wrong turns before I became this man today,
Drove through alot of towns where my life was just a sway,
Cause I tipped bottles and smoked **** to try to hide the pain,
I thought it was normal cause I saw y'all do the same,
I hated the feeling of seeing my brother in tears,
So in the attempts to make it vanish I cracked open another beer,
But when the beer seized to work I cracked open a bottle,
With my left foot on the pedal shifting gears to full throttle,
I hated feeling the pain of everyone crying,
So I crushed up some pills and used my card for a lining,
And if the pain still proceeds I'll spark up some Ls,
not understanding why my problem still swells,
" I don't have a problem, I only use on the weekends." ,
Little did I know this rode only steepens,
Schools getting boring, so park in the back
" Yo **** first period, let's finish the sack",
"Bro I'm way too high, you mind if I sleep it,
We'll keep this skip day just our little secret,"
The teachers catch on to me skipping all week,
So I drop out of school to run with the street,
The amount of my daily use, I can't seem to keep track,
Mabye this left turn will take me on back,
Now the coolest ****** in town so I guess it's alright,
Who cares if my bed it a park for the night,
Two showers a week so my shoes might have stunk,
But my bottles 100 and the **** smells like skunk,
My visions always blurry and I "might" have a temper,
We had fun last nigh. Right.... That's all I remember,
But hey, you only live once so why not party all night,
As I drive through the dark in a car with broke lights,
My girlfriend can't stand it, " well who needs one girl"
There's a million other "*******" that live in he world,
So many black outs I can't keep count,
My moms ******* crazy for kicking me out,
Money got low so I smoked some fake ****,
Till my my boy tries to **** me so I leave him to bleed,
So while I take out my stitches we'll party till death,
Or till I wake up in the morning with stickies on my chest
And IVs in my arm and a tube around my nose connected to different bags and machines while a female officer waits outside my door
For as I flew down the highway as fast as I can in the attampt to escape the guilt of my life,
I didn't not see the upcoming ice,
And as the car slides, clips the railing, and flips Into a crash,
I did not believe I would make it out of the ash,
But I did
And with this miracle given to me by a power greater than myself I made it a promise........
I won't abuse it
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