I looked at the sky and it makes me think of you,
I find it beautiful and so as you,
I smiled and I closed my eyes,
I felt the happiness that I hope would not last,
I felt the air and it makes me feel whelmed,
My heart beats fast that it needs to be held,
I opened my eyes and my tears fell down,
You make me happy that it makes me sad at the same time,
Everytime I remember that you were not mine.

One day I just found myself looking at the mirror,
Wondering how I became of who I am right now,
The way I dress,
The way I think,
The way I talk,
The way I see the world,
The way I look at myself,
How things changed in a short period of time,
How feelings did,
But the change does not reflect myself anymore,
This person does not trust herself anymore,
This person looks down on herself so much,
This person's eyes are pour of tears,
This person's heart is full of aches,
She changed a lot that even the mirror did not recognized her.

She got a mind, full of doubts,
She used to be brave but now she's scared,
She's so scared that she wants it to end,
She wanted to be there but now she thinks she can't,
"That happens for a reason", she wanted to think that way,
She wanted to do her best but she can't trust herself.

It’s you I remember for every love song I hear
It’s your presence that makes me complete
I don’t know, it just happened to be you
And I know  it should not be like this
I’m not aware when it started
But I guess I realized it too late
I’m sorry,
If my heart beats fast whenever I see you
Forgive me,
If I have to keep myself away from you
Please know,
I just have to put myself together
I have to make this right
Please stay where you are
I’ll be back
And be a good friend again

10:18pm 2/10/18