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jester Jul 2019
She, He, You.
one by one they disappeared
She was the first, Roses wilt.
He was the second, Consumed by anger
You were the last, Murderers die
Shattered heart and a dream
That dream is a nightmare.
This is a really big vent about some of my friends that i had lost,
one dropped me for stuff she should've told me,
second one dropped me for just personal **** that's happened through and through me and him being friends, he was really angry and having a mental breakdown when i seen what he'd all said
the third one.. well. Nothing bad happened with me and him, He just decided to quit and move on, His myth was a murderer hence 'murderers die' (roblox ****), but he didn't die at all.
185 · Dec 2021
idk lol | positive...?
jester Dec 2021
with predatory eyes
you sought to make me cower
claws sharpened with malice
mouth agape
you wounded
tore flesh off bone like meat

recovered from brutality
no longer prey but not predator
the rabbit transformed with claws and teeth
i am the fox
heart full of gold but full of mistrust  
no longer will i run like prey.
don't ask lol idk
jester Jul 2019
Don't look back.
i tell myself to let the foxes go.
it was hard to let go after i was damaged
i wanted them back
i waited months and attempted to look for them
i hoped they had became better
they pulled the same trick on me
i should've known a fox would always resort to old tricks.
this is about toxic people i've had in my life, let go of and well.. ended up letting back into my life with the opinion of i thought they changed, but foxes seem to always go back to their old habits huh?
jester Jul 2019
It started nicely and sweetly,
We were a group of friends,
Soon one wilted,
A dream turned to a nightmare and a fight broke out,
they were never the same after all that'd happened.
interest was lost. will there be hope to fix this,
or will it remain a mess,
never to be cleaned up
So, it kinda looks like a story? i guess
but it's just a huge vent poetry thing i don't.. really know? it's based on something that's been going on recently with me and one of my friends (and theres also a little thing relating to one of the vent things i made haha-
jester Jul 2019
"You're a monster" They scream
"Stop hurting me" I plea
My broken body bruised and ******
From their kicks and their knives
"You deserve this" their screaming voices echoed within my mind.
I cry and plea for them to stop hurting me.
In a way this is about people who've labeled me toxic, manipulative and abusive, when i'm not. They're the ones who were toxic, manipulative and abusive
jester Jul 2019
I saw foxes near my home
they were nice and i let them in
they were charming and sweet
it turned out too good to be true
they only wanted to rip me part
eat my flesh
i was only food for them
I based this off run rabbit run by the hoosiers, also a vent thing
jester Jul 2019
a mess of bloodshed is what this has been
perhaps maybe we will be okay again
after we wash away all the blood staining our hands
maybe the bad blood with dry
and the problems of the past will stay in the past
never to return to the present again
or maybe i'm just a fool who gets her hopes up.
So, this is related to 'it's a mess' but it's bout one person in specific, It's also based on bad blood by bastille which i hehe have on repeat rn as i play minecraft **** , I'm not gonna name drop the friend but his name starts with an R (it's not rose)
82 · Dec 2019
DESPAIR. | 12/25/19
jester Dec 2019
Off the cliff of despair i jump.
The murky abyssal water below welcomes me.
Will i be devoured by the sharks of nightmares?
Will i sink to the bottomless abyss of sadness?
The nightmarish depths of darkness are the last thing i see.
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Hello it's me, i haven't been active in literal months but oops i came back with a vent haha yet again. well uh merry christmas to everyone. i hope your guys christmas is better then mine lol
jester Jul 2019
Overwhelming darkness and sadness
taking ahold of me and chaining me down
but soon a shine of light pierces the darkness
the chains unbind me
reminding me i'm loved and cared about
haha,, this is a positive vent poem i made awhile back-

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