I am a liar of the worst kind.
Sometimes I can't tell the
Truth
From what I make up
In my head.
Sometimes I'll do something
Drastic
Just to give myself the
Courage
To
Spill something out--
Something I've hidden, and
Must
Impulsively
Release
To
Anyone there
To listen.
There is only one thing
I know I can trust about myself:
My emotions
Never
Lie
.
When I tell you
"I love you"
That means:
I ******* LOVE you.
The thing is,
I can't help how I feel.
And I try to help my behavior,
But I'm just too
Driven by my desire
To feed off of the happiness
I feel I can give you,
Or at the very least
The happiness I see you feel
When we're together.
yes, this is a re-do for anyone who has read this before.