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Jessie Nov 2013
So you say you love me
You used me abused my heart and lied your way threw life
but even through the pain you have put me threw
you know why it hurts so much?
because you say you love me
i loved you more than words could ever explain no matter what happend or who got in our way
i was your bonnie and you were my clyde
you shot down but i am still alive
i get up and walk
so you say you love me
even you don't know why you do the things you do
people say I am stupid for ever loving and caring about you
one day you will become a better man and i will be a better woman
separately we will conquer whatever life throws at us
Jessie Nov 2012
why would you lie..
this pain you left wont die...
how could you do this to me?
with you i felt so free..
i just hope your happy now honey
to you is all this funny?
i bet it is
thank you for all of this
this pain this ache the hurt
now all my trust for everyone is burnt
im done thinking you could ever change
thanks to you i will never be the same
because of you my heart is past broken
im done with the hoping
ive given you chances but you let me down
forget it im done..
Jessie Nov 2012
you make me the happiest girl
with u i feel like i own the world
its crazy how much i love u
do u love me this much too?
i miss u every second u r not here
when im not with u i grab another beer
i make the time pass by writing
when im not with u my heart is hiding
u always can make me smile
when i see u my heart races mile after mile
i love you babe
every memory i save
im happy we r together
i wanna be with u forever. <3
Jessie Oct 2012
im not perfect, so what to bad
don't like it? so sad.
i don't care, i love him
in my eyes he is a heavenly sin.
i never want him gone
i would forgive him if he did something wrong
maybe not right then and there
i would eventually because i care
Jessie Oct 2012
Life is not always easy
Was it meant to be?
I don't know anymore.
When you left my heart was like an empty drawer
how you made me feel I don't even know,
you cheated on me because I wouldn't blow.
I was blinded by your words
when I thought of you I thought of the dove
you know the one I thought was love.
it only was pain
you left me plain
my heart now has never ending hurt because of you
you ripped the poor thing in two
that is not even half of how I feel,
but that is where it ends, I want to heal.
Jessie Oct 2012
Beautiful lies,
Easy life
tell me,
how do you live?
Through a twisted view?
Drugs through the naked veins?
Kisses through venomous dreams.
Beautiful girl whats wrong?
so many faces forgotten places.
don't listen to their words
ignore the worst
you will survive,
you always do
every thought in your head
run from what you don't understand
just take his hand
don't look back
shatter your brutal walls of ice and pain
just let him love you,
yes its difficult,
his words are like drugs soothing every wound inside
you get the feeling and urge to just drown in his arms every night
beautiful girl... i think you have found the one,
stay this time.
Don't ever leave
Jessie Oct 2012
I'm sorry I can't do this anymore.
I'm not your own little personal *****.

You can't just use me then leave me in the dust.
Its worse than a drug bust.

The pain is bad.
Everything just makes me sad.

Why would you do this to me?
Did I hurt you if so tell me how please.

I gave you almost everything I had...
The thing I didn't fully give you is not bad...

It might not have been everything you wanted.
Well now the memory is haunted.

I think about it everyday,
I tried okay?

You told me you loved me,
Well that was a lie don't you see?

You said it while drunk,
Now to me you are a piece of junk.

You broke your promise to me.
You said you would never hurt me an you'd let me be free.

Well thats a lie,
Goodbye(:

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