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421 · Nov 2013
Rules and Regulations (10w)
Jessie Nov 2013
You can't be friends
with someone you
used to
****
417 · Jul 2013
I'm Sorry
Jessie Jul 2013
I've made it worse for everyone,
but mostly just myself.
The un-needed stress that I have done
it isn't good for my health.

I grasp for some certainty
growing more desperate by the minute
I wonder why, for the life of me,
it ever felt like I wasn't in it.

I am here now, love
I am ready to prove
my love for you is enough
I know it's the right move

I never meant to make you unsure
maybe timing just isn't my thing.
Promise to always forgive me, lover,
whenever I test your dear being.

If you were here beside me now
you would see how much I tremble
to know I ******* things up somehow,
worried sick that things could crumble.

Blame it on my sick need
to hear your voice all the time
I know I'm a mess indeed
but no matter what, you're mine.
One of many super old poems I found in my old notebook.
416 · Nov 2012
The Wind Blows
Jessie Nov 2012
My love is like the wind;
You drift away from me.
And our love has yet to begin,
At least that's how it seems.

My love is like the wind;
With you I never win.
But with you in my hair,
And you everywhere,
That's how it's always been.
410 · Jul 2013
This and That
Jessie Jul 2013
That feeling of too many thoughts in my head
That sound of too many things that were said
That boy with too many feelings on a thread
That moment of too many loves in a bed

This feeling of too little thoughts shared
This sound of too little people who cared
This boy with too little that made him scared
This moment of too little plans unprepared
One of the many super old poems I found in my old notebook.
404 · Nov 2013
Eyes Closed
Jessie Nov 2013
I looked around and saw
nobody
I closed my eyes and saw
you
397 · Jul 2013
Empty Spaces, Falling Stars
Jessie Jul 2013
My clothes don't fit right anymore
I'm not meant to play this part anymore
It's time to find a new home to explore
It's time to close the book and shut the door

Seeking answers, I look at the sky
But stars are falling right out of the sky
With you gone, I can't help but ask why
The stars fall down without saying goodbye

I wonder if you still think of me
But she can play this part better than me
When I close my eyes it's you I still see
When I reach out in bed your spot is empty
One of many super old poems I found in my old notebook.
381 · Dec 2013
Living In The Woods
Jessie Dec 2013
How did it feel
to be so close to
civilization
yet so far away?
381 · Sep 2013
So They Say (10w)
Jessie Sep 2013
They say
writers write with words
poets paint with them.
371 · Jul 2013
Goodbye Poem
Jessie Jul 2013
I'll miss your grey shirt
for no reason at all
The baseball field where we kissed
I think in the fall

On a day like this
not too long ago
skin touched fingertips
but worry takes control
I worried
I'm sorry

No you don't know
you'll never know

I'll miss that hello romance night
where it first began
Remember my happy dance
well I'll never dance again

When you put flowers in my hair
you kissed me like there was no air
now my tears are just everywhere

It fell apart
I'm to blame
time to depart
say my name

Whisper it slow
I don't want to go
and for no reason at all
it really hurts to fall
when you're on your own
One of the many super old poems I found in my old notebook.
365 · Sep 2013
Finish (10w)
Jessie Sep 2013
Finish each other's sentences
and I'll finish you for dinner.
361 · Dec 2013
Faith (10w)
Jessie Dec 2013
Where is the cross you would wear around your neck?
352 · Nov 2013
Nothing Special
Jessie Nov 2013
I lie and tell myself that you were nothing special
347 · Jul 2013
More Than Anything. (10w)
Jessie Jul 2013
Why can't somebody tell me
"I'm sorry that he's dead."
Says it all
347 · Dec 2012
Living In The Moment
Jessie Dec 2012
This song is so two years ago
And this feeling is six months early
But here we are, dancing,
Because this moment is right now.
328 · Sep 2013
Feels (10w)
Jessie Sep 2013
"How does it feel..."
I wouldn't know
I cannot feel
309 · Jul 2013
When I Lay In Bed (10w)
Jessie Jul 2013
You still run
through my head
every night
in bed.
Hebron by Real Friends
307 · Oct 2013
The Same (10w)
Jessie Oct 2013
The words in your journals...
the thoughts in my head.
284 · Dec 2012
Writing Me
Jessie Dec 2012
This is free
Writing me
As much as
This is me
Writing free

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