my feet are outside of the car
before the complete stop
your arms cannot wait
i jump at the sight of you
this love must be true

i'll skip and sing around town
my hopes are in the sky
someday, he'll come around
it was an uncertain goodbye

i'm a child, who wants to sleep
fighting the urge and desire.
he's gone; from afar i admire
he's something i want but don't need

i close my eyes at bedtime
i hope to see
the world i once knew
where he's in it with me

this is the greatest mystery
our skinny unfinished business
i would call but i don't know-
your number which changed long ago
random thoughts make me nostalgic
i still think of our "something"

saltwater upon my cheeks
and for several minutes i cannot speak
i am walking away from these thoughts
but you are running through my head
back and forth, doing suicides

this is going to hurt
i know i'm gonna fall

i'm an idiot
i lost you
but, i love you