Sometimes, I admit to twiddling my thumb.
In most cases, feeling rather dumb.

On occasion, I feel the brisk fresh breeze.
The wind on my face is sincerely a tease.
With Ideas and Places in mind to go.  (Settling for less though?)
Inspiration is not only a said key.
Inspiration is somebody you would like to be.


Inspire to conspire all that you may see, with your dreams or values in mind.
we all talk a variety of talk, some of us even an "abnormal" walk the walk.
maybe some with try it some time.

(on a more real note.)

Individually each of us may grow, or may dwindle.
It is up to our own selves how we in fact may mingle.
or if we like we may choose to stay single.

(this is not just a couple of words throw together)

Without doubt, You May live in Harmony.
Without fear, You May have a whole Happy Camper Army.

(Without words unspoken...)

wink. wink.
think. think.
do. do.
you. you.

{Action}

(J.R.E.)

"Silver lining through the blissful ignorance, I am.
Try to get past me, you will not stand a chance.
I am your worst/best nightmare, that keeps coming back.
I am anything and everything, that you lack.
I am what makes you get up in the morning, for better or for worse.
I am that lost soul, always in search of her purse.
I am you, I am me; And most importantly.
I am everything you wish you could be."
Jessica Rae Ericsson

time well spent? you mean all that time you barely lent? I thought you were genuine, not like the rest of them. It's disappointing to say the least, here I was Beauty while you were my beast. Unreal is what i am trying to say, only because you were the one that made my day.
(est.j.r.e.)

Sitting in class, cold as hell.
Writing down my notes, doing well.
So many farmilar faces.
Thought we'd end up in all different places.
Going some place in this World, I swear.
Don't think so? Careful I may beat you there.
Life  is a challenge, which I'm all up for.
You might even see me walk up those golden steps, all sore.
Nevertheless, we shall all go somewhere.
I'm not waiting though, hell if even I can, I'll be leaving with out you
I swear.
(est.j.r.e.)

Yawn after yawn, tears drip down my face.
Never have been so relaxed in one place.
Eyes have become tightly shut, while Legs become dead weight.
Almost snoring, at this rate.
Mind done spinning,
In my heart, trust me, you're winning.
Hoping for the sweetest dreams, my Lovely .
Because on Cloud Nine is where you place me.
(est.j.r.e)

Thoughts spinning, creating insanity, Twenty Four Seven.
God do I Wish I could be sweet old Eleven.
All wanting sanctuary, Want to be on Cloud Nine.
Instead we sit in our lullaby,  stuck in Our Rhyme.
Black Crows fading in the grass field.
Turning fast , to defend, pulling out The Zelda Shield.
Whistling back and forth, calming nerves.
Heart dropping, where tires are not stopping, she swerves.
Music helps along the way,
Helping figure out a reasonable comeback to say.
Waking up, you're my savior.
Finding the key to this rusty ****** door.
Living in the unknown,
Almost nothing is really shown.
Under the blankets is where She turns Alive.
With no Authority, all She does is Connive.
Each measly passing second,
She drowns slowly, hesitant to go in the deep end.
About to die, left with ourselves, are only true friend.
High hopes, the letter She wrote was for you,
Collecting thoughts of passion was all She could pass on through.
Through the trees, fast speeds show flashes of unconscious views.
Jumping off the rock sides, She misunderstands, How to find her Muse.
With my canoe, I'll trying my best to save you.
Every bone in my body needs to, cringes, fiends, breaks, as you petrified me to do.
She spoke out, in no means of worries.
Not listening, growing ignorant.
Unaware of Her affair,
Leaving Her, to jump, leaving Her indignant.
She becomes whole, in the Levant.
(est.j.r.e.)

Man, where to begin.
You've been through near ****** everything.
You still put a smile on your face.
My idol, even when you feel nervous or out of place.
Always on the move, nothing you could do.
Yes, we all missed you.
You couldn't help cause all you wanted were you're baby angels you raised,
You watched them grow up, leaving you amazed.
You were stolen from what made you happy,
That's kinda pretty **** ******.
You were cut off,
No it was not soft.
You had to start all over again.
Almost even worse now then when you were ten.
Breaking your heart every day.
You're children's youth fades away.
You must see what has become,
Under mother's thumb.
We turned out pretty interesting,
Don't worry we'll fill you in.
(est.j.r.e.)

In your heart my obedience is held key.
I'm so not sure what you actually do to me.
In my mind you are Him, you're the one that makes me grin.
Making me happy right from the start.
Boy, you best not lose that key to my heart.
You've got this home wreck on lock.
Better not take advantage of this hard *** rock.
Might as well just anchor her to the dock.
No, if that's the case,
Set me free.
I don't belong in this place.
I need to see,
Whats I've set,
Out to be.

(est.j.r.e.)

One day I want to travel the sea,
Yes that's the person I'd like to be.
Only the ocean blue is what I'll see.
On my ship is where I'll drink my tea.
Yeah, that sounds a little like little old me.
I won't be sad, oh quite the contrary.
I'll be reading my favorites, in my personal library.
Never will I be on one knee.
My Grandma would be oh so proud of her little "Jesse".
(est.j.r.e.)

Dancing all night, going wild.
boy you do it, like a demon child.
Satan can't ignore you, hell he even adores you.
Eric does what he's got to do.
Every night, brains a teasin'
All weekend he's down for pleasin'.
He smokes his Marlboro light cig,
go ahead make that hole deeper,
come on boy, dig.
Singin' yourself to sleep.
Silence, then not even a peep.

(est.j.r.e.)

Little kids eyes filled with joy,
The father shows pride in his only boy.
So much to do,
It;s like exploring the inner, you.
We live as happy spirits
With no regrets, we are constant.
In the moment, we smile.
She begs you to just stay awhile.
The wheel spins, colors flash.
Time slows, as they crash.
Sharing each others final breath,it will be their last.
In the meanwhile, time will always pass.
(est.j.r.e.)

At least were on the same page,
we don't need magic, we ain't no sage.
Lets laugh and enjoy today,
All the sun may offer, each individualized ray.
Spontaneous combustion, we explode in millions.
Lets self destruct into billions.
We rot in our ourselves,
We put our talent on the shelves.
Were slaves to oxygen,
We are, were all of them.
We are peaceful souls on a quest,
Lets continue our power for life's blessed test.
(est.j.r.e.)

"The children step off the bus, vigilant of where they are going. little pebbles allow curiosity to grow. losing hope, time goes slow. we begin to understand how things work, imminence is always watching. stalking into the night, the ground creaks. as he opens the basement doors, he hears the pipes slowly leak. shadows contour into your worst nightmare. watch out, don't turn to fast, you may run into that time in your past." (est. j.r.e.)

"Awakening from a deep slumber, in our heads we go under. beneath our blankets, we feel serene. comfortably safe, is what i mean. worry's fade to gray, with each new day. The horizon spreads so vividly, almost inquisitively. among us, the strong grow stronger, more prosperous if you will. understanding what we can not explain, only in our spirits can we remain."  (est.j.r.e.)