happy place is where i want to be
instead of being weak
where everything is falling down on me

you can see that I'm not me
as you look in the mirror to see
you'll find that I'm not free
but what I've been through is layered upon me

My hands and knees are getting weaker now
as you watch them fall down
I start to say this phrase now
I want to die
and live peacefully

I see my death now
as I fall upon the ground
with my mind in my worries
and with a gun full of my wishes

but I never wished this upon me
people are doing it for me
thier crushing my hope
so they can see me die
so they can feel better in the meantime

I care to much I got to admit
but its either a hit or miss
but I can't fight this

happy place is where I want to be
Inside of being weak
Where everything is falling down on me