As I gaze up out my window at the starry sky,
I think of you and fight back the tears and the urge to cry.
So I close my eyes and let the wind blow on my face,
and let my imagination take me away.. away to a better place.
A place where you are there and I am in your arms,
Where you my Prince Charming will protect me from any harm.
I smile because at that moment all my pain goes away,
even though it will soon be over as my night turns into day.
I realize and will always know that my true happiness is where you are,
but no matter how hard I try to reach you.. you are just too far.
So tonight.... tonight..... at this moment.. at this time,
we are together.. together in this imagination of mine.
So yes I smile as I stare up at the starry sky,
because I know as long as you are in my heart I can never say goodbye.
So instead... instead.. I say goodnite...

How do I heal??
from the pain & the sorrow,
to look forward to a better tomorrow.
How do I move on??
from the memories & the love once shared,
to the pain that is too much to bear.
How do I live??
Without feeling incomplete,
with the feeling of my heart no longer having a beat.
How do I love??
when i am damaged & an empty shell,
back to a darkness that I know ohh so well.
I try to figure it out as the days slowly passes,
but every attempt & solution never lasts.
Maybe..... just maybe... there's a way to escape the pain,
Please help me find my way.
How do I heal??

When you walked into to my life I was broken and alone,
I wasn't a believer in true love and believed my heart was made of stone.
Until you somehow, someway you broke down my wall,
Your love made me open my heart and give you my all.
I loved you with my all my heart, mind, body, and soul,
The love I gave you was the very thing you stole.
All I wanted was your time and your love in return,
But all you did was let our relationship burn.
You didn't love me enough and I deserved much more then what you offered,
And now that I am no longer around you are the one that now suffers.
For the hurt you have caused me I will move on and one day you I will forget,
As you will always think back at what you could of had and will always live in regret.

I met this man that has so much charm and grace,
Just the thought of him brings a smile to my face.
He is a man with so much talent, compassion, confidence, but yet is shy,
This man I can't stop thinking about and I don't know why.
When I hear his voice he automatically becomes the best part of my day,
I am so confused as to how fast I can feel this way.
This man, I wonder without this man what will I ever do,
Who is this man you ask?? for this beautiful man, can be no other but you.

I'm sitting here with my heart smiling because I am thinking of you,
It's not just your laughter, your voice, or your dorkiness but everything you do.
I can no longer fight my heart for its no longer my own,
It is now & forever yours despite all the pride & stubbornness I have shown.
I can try & fight & hide it but inside I will be empty & imcomplete,
This will forever ring true until the day you are right beside me.
The days are now a blur & I look forward to the nights to rest my head & dream,
for no matter together or apart my mind will always be in heaven for there you will always be.