I let you in
You went too far
I let it go
I see now what a fool I was

You should have never been so close
You should have never taken my heart
It has been smashed apart
I saw it coming and ignored it
I let you take me without hesitation
And you used me to your satisfaction
You destroyed my hope and my happiness
I have never been so happy and so sad in one day
Only you could make it that way

Why dose the mind work in such a way
That can harm you and bring pain
You try to look away and it pulls you back
You are forced to look and remember
You try so hard to distract yourself
But every little thing you see and hear
Fails to release you from your memory

Why do you insist on hurting me?
Why must you spread these lies?
Is it to just make you feel better?
At the expense of me
You changed in a worse way
You don’t make me laugh
Or smile when you walk in
You threw me under the bus
Every chance you got
You once would never
Ever bring harm to me
Why have you changed?
Why do you hurt me so?

Why do you consume my mind?
What kind of control do you have over me?
Why can’t I just break free?
Why does everything remind me of you?
My heart hurts to see you again
I call and cry to feel your tender touch
I hide my feelings and blush
I hide my heart from the world
Why can’t I have you?
Just to touch you once
To smell you once more
Why do you consume my thoughts?
Why

My heart yearns for you
My fingers crave you
My mind questions you

My body shakes
My lips ache
As you learn to take

You look within me
And you watch and see
As I fight to be free

You move majestically
Yet meticulously
As not to release me

My body shrieks
I feel so weak
I cannot breath
As I cry
You wipe my eye
With your gentle touch
I start to blush
Our eyes meet
As we fall asleep

Why cant I fly
I want to fly away
If a bird can fly
Why cant I?
If a bee can fly
Why cant I?

Why were we not made to fly?
I want to fly so high
I would see my dreams
As they float above the world

I would see the oceans
And fly above the the whales
I would  fly over Africa
And chase a lions tail..

What would you do