I fell
Down down down
It was a mistake i admit
Talking to the door
Drinking from the bottle
It tasted somewhat of custard
It was **** and sweet
Then suddenly
There i was
Falling again
Slowly slowly
As i fell
My eyes began to shut
My breathing became scarce
My hearts beating slowed
It was the potion
Yes
The potion that had done it
It was something evil
Something toxic
Now
As i drift from life
I wish
I hadn't fallen
Down that rabbit hole

I never want to grow up
Childhood is like vapor
Here one second gone the next
It's easy to forget how to be a kid
And sometimes you do
But i never want to
I want to stay a kid as long as i can
It's too much fun to let it go
I want to play with my friends
And make base camps
While making pretend that we are spies
Sneaking and plotting
Then afterwards coloring in a pillow fort
And eating all the candy we can
Because that's what being a kid is all about
Having fun without thinking

Music means so much to me
It calms me,comforts me,it will always be there
I listen to it while i draw
I listen to get my mind off of things i don't want to think about
The songs i listen to are a reflection of what i like
And my emotions at times
I wouldn't know what to do without it
It's one of my many forms of self expression
I put my ear buds in and the volume is always at maximum
And i sing as loudly as i can
Because singing along makes it just that much better
Don't you agree?

I know one of the most valuable things ever
Something worth more than any amount of money
Friends
The people you know will always be there for you
In times of sadness
Or happiness
If you need them they'll be right at your side
Truly willing to stay loyal to you
And you to them
People you'd gladly take a bullet for
And they'd do the same for you
People you truly love
And they love you too
And if you fall down
They'll pick you back up again
You can tell them your secrets
And know they'll take it to the grave
They will and have always have your back