the rainbows rise
the sun comes to shine
shine on me
now that im free
ive come to find you
to hold you in my heart
to never release
because when im down
there is no sound
but you
you make the rainbows rise
the sun come to shine
shine on, on me
you make the rain dissapear
and i have no fear
i see the light sparkle sparkle
in your eyes

the summer will shine

Blood drains from them
I slit them with a knife
As I try to take my life
I cry
I scream
I yell
And still no body hears me
I suffer
And still no body notices
Im dieing
And still nobody cares

On the water you walk
In the sky you fly
On the ground you crawl
In the trees you perch
You swing your feathers back and forth
And sing the same old song
You chirp it out
Sing the lullaby
As the lambs rest there head
You comfort them
As it's there time to go
Leave this world they may
You have a big role to play

Today.
I came to see you.
You gave me the bottle
You told me to drink it
I chocked it sown
Through agonizing pain
Suffering
I reposed I was drunk
You lured me in
You told me it was fine
I had nod clue
I had to walk into
Walk into the church
With an agonizing head ache
I made my own choices
I chose to suffer

they always dont care
they always dont try
they look at me like im crazy
but theyll never know
they laugh in my face
they call me names
they yell at me
but theyll never know
theyll never be proud
because i try my hardest
im bad because theyll notice me
my parents
arnt gifts they arny my blessings from god
they dont care about me
they never will
my tears run down my bright red cheeks
and make cracks in the dust
because they dont care

you make me
laugh untill i cry
smile untill i hurt
freeze in my place
stutter when i talk
blush when i fine
trip when i walk
gaze untill im told
dream untill i cant hold you
i wake up in a dash &
run out of the door
when i see you in the hallway
you alway say hi
i was never even wondering
untill a rumer started one day
they told me it would happen
i had not a clue
untill i walked through that door one day
stopped and stared at you
you smiled and said to me
jessica i love you
would you be my girlfriend
because i think your mighty fine
i think your amazing
every day and every night
i looked around and saw everyone staring
from football players to cheerleaders
and even the little league
i couldnt saw i word but my smile said it all
i was stunned as he walked toward me and i thought
lips to lips
arms to arms
bob and weave
this is what i dreamed for
everyday amd every night
i got not what i hoped for but much much more
i still love him
i will see him one day
when god opens my door.