When just thinking about her gives you chills up your spine

and seeing her posts on Facebook makes your heart stop

and you stay up all night in front of your computer hoping, praying that you'll see a message or email from her

even when you know you won't.

When every song reminds you of her

and you can't even describe her to your sisters because it isn't possible to box up her infinity with words

and saying her name makes your whole body ache with a deep, painful desire and longing

and you know there's a way out

but then you know that pain is a small, small price to pay for her.