The past year seems nothing more then a blur, constant changes, and endless faces, where did our time go,

Something lost,

Once something with potential, you turned your back and walked a dead trail, you’ll see her face and the world turns a dull gray, you’ll end your days with nothing but endless memories,

And promising ways,

You promised the world and all that you could, till I broke your back with my endless ways, you found another, and with her deceit and demanding ways you will disappear, no trace, no goodbye,

Dreaming of a simple hello,

The days with you seem like nothing more then a endless hope and dream, that cant be replaced, puzzle pieces, hopeing, needing, wanting, endless, something that plagues and weighs, I have no words for you,

No deceit,

Maybe I dream to long and sleep to long, hope seems to be the enemy, in this never ending war that buries it weight in my thoughts, and brings lost things that aren’t meant to be found,

Remembered.

To wander these empty streets,
One must wonder,
Why we wander,
The soul is empty and the heart is pinned to the ground,
We are worthless till we breathe the worth of others,
And demand what they know,
We’ll steal your last breath, and carry on your worth,
For the world never stops for one death, nor love,
It just keeps turning and devouring, my mind never ceases,
Will you ever know the depths of the ocean,
Or the stars that never cease in their devotion,
Wander, do you ever wonder,
Maybe the lost are just trying to find a breath to steal,
And sleep at night beneath devotion our hearts will never know,
The tide sweeps in and with the souls that never breathed,
We dance on the wet sand and praise what we can only guess at,
While chasing unopened dreams,
The heart must grow to find the ends of the world,

You kinda make me sick,
Anger boils, chokes, and spills outward, forward, onward,

The promises taste like lies,
And your spoken truths turn to evil winged whispers, 
Shouting, I'm shouting, outrage pooling, spilling, out onto the toes of the ones you make claims of love to,

The dolls you fashion to your wishes,
She'll never taste like me, breathe or replace me,
She's only a false, And your false lies will only spill, outward, forward, onward,

She'll watch your moves, chart your lives, make a dream of reality,  cut out, replace, reform, and make you hers, till your anger spills and the walls fall,  and reality crashes in like unwanted news, 

And I'll sit and watch, as you dream of things floating in the winds of the winter, and my name slips past, and you touch my hate, and it spills, outward, forward, onward.

Fall into the sea,
Drown in the sky,
A world of nothing,
Everything,
It's time to say goodbye,
Take a breath,
Leap on faith,
Pray for the ground,
Hope for wings,
And the rushing screams all around,
The colors bleed to black,
Remember, Reminisce, Forgive,
Keep running, keep pushing,
Hope never truely dies,
It will only be the end.

To the writings that belong on the walls but whisper in our shadows, the darkness will be our out, And the demons will come, With endless triumph we dance among the fools graves,rejoice in the endless sky, The moon shines with compassion, We worship her grace, We whisper words on the walls, And bare our shadows,

Worry eats my gut, 
The zombie stance we all assume, 
Has pulled you under,
Due to another, 
Sleep pulls from beneath,
And demands to be follwed down,
How to cure what's been revealed,
Follow the white rabit,
Enter Alice, enter dream land,
Sleepless and deranged,
I need something,
Or someone,
To reach in and pull my mind asleep, and bring peace,
The rot of worry eats what's left.

With adventures that never seem to last, I miss you already, Never grown so attached while fighting, Words seem to get lost when I speak, And sleep drags beneath, But the cold holds me to, The heat of yesterday has departed, my dreams with it, my skin remembers, my mind in replay, I'm drifting in the heat.

Submerged.  Your scent lingers and Makes the dreams heavy. my eyes fight, and the mind folds. You bring the winds you bring the rain. The circles never yielding. Let's end the war that's been raging. The unfaithful we have paid past the due of the cautionary tale we wandered. Wasted faith on the lost. You never failed, something unbroken to hold. I dream of hope, Unspoken. The hope, lies hidden in the truths we never utter.

You let the smoke surround you and the alcohol slide right through you. The demons fight for what's left to stand alone. The battle rages and you lose all sense. deteriorating,wasting. Dream of goodbyes, and spit on the faith. Hope brings the weak, and hate brings the hopeless. The death of a loved one and the retreat of the balance we keep. Words spill out of your mouth like *****, nothing but untruths and deceit.

The shades of purple, 
develop the words, 
Running wild into the night, 
The empty sky line,
The drifting haze of days,
Dreams become strangers, 
Empty throats can't speak, 
Barbies become real life,
black hole enveloping the truths that break through, 
We see in shades,
The shades of purple, 
You play the villain in my dreams, 
And I the victim, 
Endlessly we chase,

We are born of sacrifice,
The blood and sweat of ignorance,
We lose our minds in endless dreams,
And dream beneath restless things,
Raise hopes to endless days,
Plague our minds of senseless things,
And crave everything we can't have,

The entitlement to peoples own,
I wanna hold,
And squeeze, 
And watch you breathe, 
Im craving you, 
A kiss left untouched, 
I'm needing you, 
I'm not to be used, 
I'll wait my due, 
and maybe it's past,

Hate complete,
Words can't stress enough,
The depth I want to destroy,
I want to end this pathetic cat and mouse game, 
You want and use my body,
I wanna abuse your mind,
And watch you dissolve,
In the recesses of my imagination,
Your a ghoul,
And you love to steal the soul,

The bitter taste of alcohol,
 You dismiss me,
And I want to rage,
You make me want to scream,
The brush of warm finger tips in the morning,
And the reek of cigarites,
A hollow good bye,
And a misplaced hello,
Till the night roams again,
We linger over deeds past,

It's all for you,
Lay all my worth at your feet,
And follow you through,
Till you breathe your last,
And you dissipate into the atmosphere,
It's all for you,
Every word that flows out,
Every thought that floats,
Inhale and exhale,
Steal from me,
And abuse me,
Worship every whisper, 
every kiss shared laid bare,
Moved to tears,
It's all for you,
scream and rage,
Fists to skin,