I Love You
Three simple words they may seem
But a myriad of explosive feelings are welling from within me
My heart finds that comfy spot in my throat again
I’d bleed for you
Does anyone know what that means anymore?
I don’t think so

I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, can’t take this place without you
You… You’re ******* Beautiful
And I’m not talking about those skin-tight pants or those perfectly shaped *******
I mean there’s a true beauty behind those sparkling eyes
Something that can’t be taught, only learned
Through pain and loss

Why couldn’t I have been there?
You’ve had to catch yourself this whole time
As the world swirls around ready and hungry and eager to devour
Ready and hungry and eager to maul you and change you
And beat you down until you can’t remember why you even bother
To rise to wake to try

I’ll be that reason that reminder that inspirerer
The one you need and want and can’t live without
Cause I’m there
Always
I’ll protect you and guide you
I’ll calm you and find you

Lost no more we’ll keep walking together
Lost no more we will make a new day
A new time
**** this place
**** these fakes and cons
And rapists and “friends”
They don’t love you can’t you see?

Walk with me
Walk with me and I can show you
Walk with me girl cause’ I am unforgettable
I am the last kiss before a nervous teen is out his lover’s window
Scrambling homeward bound as the last of night tries to hold back the sun
I will not fail you


Walk with me
I can carry you through the night
The storm
The next shot to the ribs
Walk with me

Do you get what I’m trying to say?
Are the lines beginning to intersect
As axons fire away in busy neurons?
I Love You
They’re three simple words
And alone they are nothing
Like me without You

I know you feel it now
This pressure this light
This ecstasy welling within
I cannot I will not be silenced
The world will plug their ears
And I will scream until I’m blue
I Love You!
I don’t know what to do or say
And I’m spinning and running skipping jumping
For you to just see this thing I hold
It’s right here in my hand
It’s Love
And it’s for You
I Love You

time is moving

and still im waiting

i cant see past this obstacle: the present

its like im speeding down the highway with no wipers

rains pouring

im just waiting and hoping and praying

that someone will see me will save me will take me

away from this madness and sadness this hypocrisy

will not work with me

were so ******* afraid of mirrors these days

dont we remember that thats how we could see?

see those blemishes and bumps and ugly little imperfections on the face

of our souls?

if we dont have some system of checks

we will implode

Stop!

denying abusing refusing to listen to Truth!

reflections lie? no not more then you

what lies more?

a reflection?

or a blurry memory of the last shiny new car you walked too close to?

grow up

then maybe we can all start living

you do? good.

i'd like to ask you a question

or rather pose a position

you see im rather sick and tired of this insanity i see

the death and greed and hunger is just too much its hard to breathe

would you could you will you change?

the clock is striking an ugly hour

do you have a minute?

do you have a minute to just sit and talk

is my breath worth your attention?

its okay i understand your busy

but do you have a minute?

if i was falling would you catch me?

would you leave me let me freeze?

on a cold winters day in that park down the street?

i cant say what id like to

and it always comes out wrong but look

at my eyes and my hands and my plea for attention

i don't want your sympathy

i have no interest in vanity

do you have a minute?

i like to sit. and wait. and watch.

and feel. the time pass. the wind blow through my hair.

i'm staring back at you. and her. and them.

the thought brings bile to my throat.

the taste of sand is in my teeth and i can't stop.

im spinning reeling wondering how. i can't bring myself.

to laugh to cry to strike you down.

you demon. dragon. delusion.

don't try to confuse me. i wont let you abuse me.

you can't.

there's a fire here.

so this is just a little reminder that you are the past.

i loved you but YOU didn't last.

it's not me it's you. i can't take this one more second.

i'll run to the beach and light a smoke and breathe in the cancer i'd much rather

have then You.