That moment i felt so safe I felt like nothing will break me away or action or touch made me feel so alive till you made me hurt but yet I stode with hope and faith that you will make everything better but yet I couldnt believe you made everything worse u gave me pain missery sadness and tears on my face the way you started making me feel was so full of sorrow and regret I never felt I felt I betrayed myself I hated every inch of me because I still stode with you beyond all the pain I consived with you just because I thought you was the one for me but now I dont know what to say I feel nothing when im near you I feel soulless like when you first learn how to love you dont know where to start or how it will end im still hurt but its hurt of that I realized I have fallen out of love for you I dont cry no more I just feel I dont know like you wasent the one beyond all the time that passed we just wish we can rewind

Ive try to face the other way but I keep on holding on thencomes a moment that starts with one hand and then another one after that once I realize what I'm doing I have a full hand I don'tkknow why I do it I guess its just the way I hide I hide from them to not see me cry I don't want no sorrows  I only want to feel alive I love theway I inhale you & the way you touch my lips you make me feel so alive you make me forget my problems & the time that passes by &  I know I'll always will have you & you won't make me cry why you should ask? Well the only thing I can say is your not alive so if one day I get sick you won't judge as I chose this path that will get Me sick because your my cigarette