I wish that I could wake up with a smile on my face,
I wish that my depression was just a phase,

I'm constantly yelled at for the flaws I can't fix,
I'm constantly making death my birthday wish

Every single night I pick up a blade and say goodbye,
Every single night I step on the scale to check my size.

I used to love Parkway Lanes, I was their ultimate bowling star
I used to love Parkway Lanes, but in their lot I was ***** in a car

So while the sub is matching students to the ones on the class list,
I'll sit here and **** time by counting the scars on my wrist.