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Jennifer Dyann Aug 2010
The fragments of my broken heart surrender to the one who can piece it all back together. So torn and worn, and aimlessly written on. The one who can erase it all and help me start anew. He only waits patiently for the day that I choose to surrender. That day that I choose to lift my arms up to Him and plead, 'Take it all.' That day that I choose to believe in someone so much bigger, so much wiser. That day that I choose to follow the path so graciously laid out for me by the one who loves me the most. Would I change or take back the trials I have taken on? No. I ask myself what in the world would make me want to throw away what has only molded and shaped the young woman that stands before the world and the face of the Lord every single day--nothing comes to mind. What is left of my battered heart, holds on to the light that still flickers. The flame dwindling, sparks no longer to be seen. An overwhelming amount of ashes piled up, built around the walls like an electrical fence, closing me in. As the flame still is warm, my body embraces the damaged source of euphoria. I embrace what has only made me stronger. I accept what has put me to the ultimate test. I love what has pushed me to find meaning. I am inspired by what has equipped me with brand new tools and resources. I thank the enemy for fighting a good fight. I commend the enemy for working so fervently. I say goodbye to this source of evil, once and for all.
Jennifer Dyann Aug 2010
Emotional bending
Never ending
Controversy
Who to be
What to leave

An anthem to never be forgotten by the world
A constant whirl
Never to be remembered as just some girl

A girl with no passion
Some person so attached and
Careless with her actions

I yearn to become
A girl with nothing left undone
With only some
Doubting my desirable outcome

Very few understand
My plan
Because I can

I will succeed
Billions of seeds
Planted by me

A beautiful garden
Not an easy thing, it's hard and
There is no bargain

I want more
An opened door

I want people to look past
This mask of mass destruction
To create a new introduction
A world that cannot be ****** in

To a place of suffering and pain
Where you lose the game
Nothing left to maintain

Now you see the light
You've fought the good fight

The world's anthem--your testimony
Not sorrow, but euphony

How many times I fell
Deep in sin, at the gates of hell

But how I got right back up
Realized I messed up
I never gave up

I want to be the proof
That living right is no spoof

To be a light to others without bother
To live as God's created sons and daughters

To reap what you sew
Continue the flow
Of a lantern that glows

To keep the fire burning
Still be willingly learning

How to stretch your whole being
Always full of meaning
Continuing to see

That there's more to life
Far beyond strife

A legend in the making
A legacy up for taking
The enemy constantly shaking

Afraid of that one girl
Who she turned out to be
How the world's anthem is her testimony

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