There's a monster in my head
And a demon in my soul
They're tearing me apart
With every second they take their toll

They tear at my skin
They send tears down my cheeks


At first we were fighting
I thought they only lied
But it is okay now
We are on the same side

The demons they want me dead
But they promised not to tell
Anyway of dying
Is better than living in this hell

I thought the demons killed me
But really I killed myself
I let the demons in
That was worse than anything else

Never let your demons in
Don't let your monsters rule your head
For if you ever do
You will surely end up dead

Why lie
When people die?
Why ****
When you can heal?
Why scream
When you can yell?

Coming out of hell
With burning desire
Twisted by hunger
Longing for the stranger
Bringing brought to life
By a single amber
That fell from the fire
To be buried deep inside

Lightning thrashing
Thunder crashing
The moon blood stain
The white sheep slain
Burning grain of pain
Making my feelings drain
Not a single tear to cry
With eyes that had seen children
Stripped of their innocence
The world burnt to ashes

Fear overcoming sanity
****** tears of the angels
Painting the world in red
Hearing screeches of chains
They gave into their grief
As a storm of chaos grew
I look into the ****** puddle
A stranger staring back at me
Who am I now?
In time I hope that I will be able to tell

What is happiness
Everybody has an opinion I guess

Is it a good day with someone you love
Is it the flight of a white dove

Is it the laugh of a child
Is it the sight of a tigress in the wild

Is it ice-cream on a hot day
Is it something a sweet lover might say

I think it is peace that you feel inside and out
I think it is love that makes you want to shout

I think it is in your arms, my safe place
I think it is that beautiful smile on your face

Was it a mistake letting you leave
Should I stop, beg, and plea
My lover you once were
Each other's hearts we tore
Tears shed each night
Our love not quite right
****** tears down my face
Was the love we had a waste

Letting you go I had said
My bleeding heart is left dead
To be happy I must push you away
This my gentle heart I must sway
In time you will find another lover
A new life for you to start over
Having the life I had dreamed
Inside I shouted and screamed

Nothing in life would be the same
And I am the only one to blame
To be friends would be a lie
So this is my final goodbye

She's wandering in her own misery
Trapped in a frozen wasteland
For all eternity
Her tears are falling like grains of sand
A forgotten piece of history
The past and present rest in her hand
Her soul lost to humanity

Crystallized shards falling to the ground
A shattered mind that won't be healed
A spirit left unattended
Darkness is her shield, her face has been sealed

Crushed glass, leaving kisses that won't last
A bleeding trail, crimson red
Sails at sea, on the ocean of dreams, set half mast
Following the souls of the long dead

The tears have fallen
The goddess stolen
The path has bled
For the angel in red

Such charm and grace
Such little words
Such elegance interlace
Illusions that never work

Love and lies
One and the same
With luring eyes
Of burning flame

The woven spells
Of star filled wells
Where the forbidden flower dwells
With the sweet music of angel bells
These fairy tales that you tell

Spun from sensual lips
Like sweet nectar to sip
Such clever and wits
To leave one on a clouded bliss

Taking one to the forgotten place
Resting in the between space
Of the night skies and darkening seas
On the whispered winds of lovers pleas

The promise of the soul kiss
The lasting passion of abyss
A glance through the looking glass
In a realm of dream that don't last

Spoken words allured me
Tales cast upon silken thread
Waiting to be set free
From the golden web

Lays there a girl with icy blue eyes
She lays with a smile as she dies
Her eyes stay open
Her smile stays firm
A hole where her soul laid
The devil as her little maid
She sends him back off to find her soul
When he comes back to see the girl
He finds her asleep, a knife to the heart
He realized as that was not smart
He takes the knife and licks the blood
As he hears a big loud thud
He turns and sees the girl
Sinking into the ground
She takes him down with no sound
Just pitch black darkness all around