Im dying a slow death thanks to you
Calm quiet and painful but its still true
I'm broken beaten and lying here bruised
You left me like this for you to use.

Your stress makes me smoke
Your words make me cut
I drink in hopes that ill go numb
Your days go on because you don't see
Your just too blind to the pain you cause me

Yet I still have hope that you will change
I sit here waiting but its just out if your range
Your all too filled with hate inside
So I'll lay here and wait, just wait to die

But please remember I love you so
And this is never the way I wanted to go

I miss her,
that girl who smiled for no reason
that girl who had that look in her eyes
The one who had hopes and dreams
Reasons and drive
I want her back
make her turn around
walk the right path
The path that leads somewhere
To the place she wanted.
She needs an angel
a guide to keep her straight
one to ward off the attacks
and watch her back
please help me
return her here
safe and sound
and happy forever I will be

She's only thirteen when she picks up the razor blade,
Look what the scars have made,
A Girl of only fifteen
Lost all of her dreams,
Now she picks up a joint,
Forgetting the point.
Nothing left to her life at sixteen,
Shes nothing but unhappy and mean.
At Seventeen she gets a bottle,
Finishes it all in one night
No one is left to hold her tight.
She dries her tears
Swallows down her fears.
At age eighteen she wont be seen
She's gone by morning,
How did we miss the Warning.

This is my last letter.
My ending Poem
My final goodbye
Something I write before I die
The pain becasme to real
Too hard for me to deal
You moved right along
Still using our song
Shows How much I meant to you
Leaving me here in the blue
These last moments I'm not worried
Not even hurriesd
These last minutes I'm crying
No more ******* I'm buying
I don't have to deal with it any more,
I'm alone to soar.

To you I am true,
To you I won't Let Go
Our hands are tied together,
Like winter and snow.
You bring the Sunshine
You brighten up my life.
You're always there for me,
Throught the good times and the strife.
Some nights I may yell,
Some nights I may scream,
and then I go to bed
To see you in my dream
Your smiles always there sparkling so bright,
Your voice soothes the air,
I hear it every night.
In the morning Ill awaken,
To your face next to mine/
You're there to comfort my shaking,
Time after time.
This I dream of,
A realtionship so true.
This I dream of,
And I want it with you.

Angels can't reach me,
Angels can pray.
They can fly around,
Day afer day.
Guarding who they choose
Their secrets are safe.
Till their wings they lose,
Getting carelessly misplaced.
Then the one human being,
Who needed them the most,
Is left the singing.
"How could you, you ghost,
Why are you so careless,
I needed you then,
Now who will hear this,
Who can help me mend"
I'm left all alone,
This song all but hear,
Im left here to die,
No one hearing a word.
And its all because I trusted you,
An angel.
Now you are leabing me here,
For one last day.
I realize what I must do,
I must learn to pray.

It is something amazing,
If its something you canreach
It is something you learn
But not something you teach
It's that feeling that is felt
With that special someone
Someone who makes you melt,
Hotter than the sun,
Like choclate in my pocket,
It brings warmth to my hear.
Your picture in my locket,
So we're never far apart.
This feeling  it's great
But so strong it may break,
The place I keep it,
It may rip it to shreds,
But I'll keep every bit
Till the same feeling mends them again
Its hard to do but Ill get over you
And this feeling will ring true.