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Jenni Jul 2014
It has the power to brighten my day
With a slight upward curve
With the parting of your lips
With a voice I could never forget
With a possibility
Scratch that
Let's make it a promise
It's 3:30 am and I just got home from work half an hour ago.
All my muscles hurt why am I still awake.
Jenni Jul 2014
Maybe I've spent too many years feeling unlovable
To ever believe it possible to be otherwise
make way for the 2 am pity party
*breaks open popper full of black confetti*
Jenni Jul 2014
We're like werewolves
In that when the moon rises
It awakens something within us
Something frightening
But comforting
Wild and ungovernable
Yet familiar

You're human in the day
But at night you're just a wolf like me
Jenni Jul 2014
And as I try stopping the passing of time
Like grasping at sand
Slipping through my fingers
I fail to recognize the pile
Being built beneath my hands
Full of tiny fragments of life
That I forgot to live
Jenni Jul 2014
I try not to look at the calendar
Or at the clock as I pass by
It's just another reminder
That I might be wasting my life away
Waiting for someone
Who never even thinks of me
Jenni Jun 2014
Sometimes it's hard to tell
If I'm actually okay
Or if this is just a pause
Like the silence left
Between songs
On a particularly sad album
  Jun 2014 Jenni
Deanna
Sometimes I am the mountain
And nothing can shake me.
I am ancient elegance,
Unchanging;
I never falter.
The wind cannot sway me and neither can you.
But today I am the ocean:
Turmoil taken out on innocent sand,
Motion I have no say in.
The moon commands me and I
I am so weak, I do what it says.
The mountain is strong.
But today, I am the ocean.

Winds blow past and rivers flow,
But they have no influence upon me.
Nothing shakes a mountain.
The moon pushes, so
I stumble.
The moon pulls,
So I fall.
I cannot stop shaking.
At least a leaf on the wind gets to settle
To the ground eventually.
There is no rest for my waters.
The mountain is strong,
But today I am the ocean.

And there are days I know how to speak up
For myself and for others;
Days when I can face anything.
The mountain outlasts ice ages.
But I am trembling.
I am a tsunami and
I want stillness but
I am crashing destruction.
I stumble away
pieces of me left behind
puddles amid tragedy.
The mountain is strong.
But today I am the ocean.
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