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Jenna Dixon Jul 2013
She turns around in her seat
To see him sitting quietly,
A low hum rests in the class
As students pretend to do their work,

She takes a breath to say something
And he glances up,
Shyness overwhelms her
And she turns back to her work

The boy says nothing
And goes back to his
The girl bites her lip
Nervous, unable to focus,

She turns abruptly and speaks
The boy looks up in shock
A smile tugs at the corner of his mouth
A new friendship has started,

She soon learns
The boy is bullied
For his worn cloths
Yet she does not mind this,

In the halls after school
The boy sits against his locker,
The girl approaches him
Noticing his black eye,

An outstretched hand
Was all he needed from her
To smile again
And she did just that,

Their friendship grew
And blossomed into love
But he had another detail
One she did not know yet,

At his mother's grave
He speaks to her
Explaining the subtle scars  
Her eyes water in sadness,

How could a father
Be so cure to his own son?
To hit him repeatedly
Until his skin broke,

This had to stop
He had to be freed
From the horrors of home
But he won't let her,

He said his dad would **** him
If he saw any legal authorities
She bows her head
Wishing, praying for his safety  

On a cold night a siren awakes her,
Sitting up in bed she watches
To see the way
The emergency response vehicle goes,

Her heart stops,
She knows the path it took all too well,
Climbing out her window
And grabbing her bike

She starts after it
Her eyes stinging from the night air
She arrives to see
It was his father's new girlfriend

Who had made the call
To put an end to things
But it was too late
She hadn't reached the phone in time

The girl runs inside,
Past the medics,
To see his body at rest
On the floor still bleeding

She falls beside him
And cries out his name,
If only he would answer
Everything would be alright,

Holding his hand tight
She whispers her apology to him,
Sorry she never did anything
Sorry she didn't save him,

The father thrown in jail
The boy buried six feet down,
The girl stands at his stone
Vowing her heart will never love another

She places a single rose
On the cool gray stone
And turns to walk back to the road
Her head hangs low, eyes fixed on the ground

She never saw the car that hit her
She never heard it
All she knew was it was over and done
And she was in his arms once again.
Jenna Dixon Jul 2013
For no reason
No reason at all
I have grown numb
To the world around me

No will to get up
In the early morning light
No care for those around me
But why, why be this way?

Nothing has happened
I've lost no one
Life is just a gray fog
The reasons behind it

Remain a mystery
But maybe that is why,
Nothing has happened
I'm at a stand still

Is it time for change?
Jenna Dixon Jul 2013
Her dove flies among the highest clouds
Soaring and cooing completely at peace,
She perches on a golden twig beside a long lost friend
Happy with her reunion she looks down
And finds a gathering of people dressed in black—

She glimpses the tear stained cheeks,
Understanding she flies down—unnoticed
And sings her last lullaby,
Although it may be hard to hear
Just absorb the silence around you and listen—

Feel the unheard notes of her lullaby,
Soon she flies back to her perch
And is welcomed back
She continues to sing her song,
You can hear it in your heart—

Look inside yourself
And feel the soft touch of a dove.
Wrote this a LONG time ago.
Jenna Dixon Jul 2013
A new teenager
The young girl looks on
With hopes that the next few years
Of 13 and beyond will be great

Her older brother has a new girlfriend,
Her sister just graduating high school,
And the girl so young sits in wonder
As her brother graduates college.

The 14th year passes by quietly,
Her brother off to California
Following his girl
Her sister studying hard.

Now 15 she enters high school,
A freshmen year she finds delightful
As she slowly discovers herself
Threw new people she has met,

She has fallen for a boy
One her close friend once dated,
Dare she speak a word?
No, she sits in silence.

Sweet 16 here so soon,
The boy she feel for
Now is hers
Her close friend thought it cute.

17 and the fire of life burning strong
She knows who she is
But keeps it a secret
Drawing attention to her self is not an interest.

A senior in high school
18 year old now
Sick of school
Never planing to go on,

A new graduate,
Her sister engaged
To marry the next summer,
Her brother and his girl still together.

Realizing at 19
She will be 20 by then
When her sister gets married
Her teen years will be far behind,

When did the time pass?
Her teenage years had just started
But there is no pause button in life
So now is the time for action,

Too long she has spent pondering,
She knows what she wants
Her boyfriend still steady,
Now to go forth and conquer.
Jenna Dixon Jul 2013
Burning inside myself
I itch to break free
To spread my wings
To fly away, my own way

Living my life to please others
While letting myself just
Sink-
I've done this for too long

But how to change
To what I am
Without hurting or losing
The one's I hold dearest?

"Those who matter don't mind
Those who mind don't matter"
Or so they say,
But I find this untrue

How could my own family not matter?
This is why I've hidden,
For so long I've been a butterfly
While inside is a black panther

The winds of change are stirring
Making me jumpy,
Agitated-
Ready to break free

But am I?
Jenna Dixon Jul 2013
This place so familiar
So well known to me
Has an empty feeling
Today the glass seems more fragile

The music plays to fill the silence
But it has no effect
I hear it clearly
Yet I'm still so alone

The sun shines
But not on me
No reasons for the clouds
That hover over me

No dog to bark at cars
No birds sings songs
The flies are still
I'm here alone

So alone
So very alone
Jenna Dixon Jun 2013
These words are pounding,
Inside my head they thrash
Ever tearing at my skull
To be heard; acknowledged,

My heart is bleeding
From the weight it carries,
You don't know it yet
But maybe I can sort it out?

I can't breath anymore,
My lungs are filled
With this ocean of tears
But you don't know it yet,

You smile and I smile,
We are as if one
Hearts beating and bleeding
Only you don't know it

What have you done?
This horrible poison,
It runs in your veins
Slowly killing me

All I do is smile,
Laugh, and sing sweet songs
But you don't know any of it,
Not yet at least

Not yet,
You don't know it yet.
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