Deep beneath dirt is where I would like to be
perhaps then, under rock, no one would find me
and my body would be left to decay not from hurt but debri
and you, my pain giver, I would not see
but I think, all the same, that eventually
I would crave you and want to dig myself free

Maybe if I bite my lips ******
and claw at my skin
then walk on the street naked,
you'll speak to me.