Before you walk out that door ,and my life for good let me just say something. Love was gone two minutes ago no tears to bare no negative gestures to spew out of my mouth. Nothing! Nothing but the farewell kiss that was placed on your cheek and a smile to show no hatred rendered with . Before you leave never to return again let go of what was once us and keep a calm heart as you go. It was doomed to happen we both know.

I use to love him yea yea just him the way he looked at me ,and just smiled tell me how much I meant to him its no one else but you he said. I use to love the way he would lay me down after a hot shower ,and rub me down with sweet fragrant oils ,and afterwards make passionate love to me you know the kind of loving that made your knee wobble the next day. I use to love how he would just surprise me with gifts ,and what nots saying constantly to me that the world was mine to conquer ,and he would provide it in any way ,shape ,and form. Yea I use to love him he would really put it on me hmmmm he was amazing. One day I came home so happy ,and so filled with loving him not knowing what was in store for me not knowing that this man this very great man well he was gone everything completely just an empty space layed before my eyes. He didn't know that I had a special secret to tell him didn't know that after all the love we made I was going to have his baby no I ain't mad at him..... He didn't know. My world was torn from right underneath my five inch stilettos ,but I managed got back on my feet in no time ,and nine months later I fell in love again. So yea I use to love him........ But now I love her.

Toxic rain falls down before me and I stand right in the center of it as the rain drops down a piece of my flesh falls down right with it. But instead of screaming out in agony I embrace my fate that will soon come. I allow these acid drops to remove my flesh til there's nothing left. Suddenly as the clouds dissipate and the sToxic un emerges a new skin is formed. Stronger brilliant and unbreakable mended by the hands of God this new skin won't know the pain that a toxic rain can bring only what joy is to come from here until eternity. - I am now free from toxic rain are you?

Its so hard to say goodbye to my pork bacoooooooon!!! Awww homie I remember when I first laid eyes on you so limp ,and raw I put you in the oven to warm you up. I must have forgotten to take you out because when I saw you, you was cooked to a crisp. I almost cried but then I took a whiff of how you smelled ,and my stomach started to rumble "Was this meant to be " ?I said to myself mouth so watery you smell so good. I tried to fight the temptation of eating you just looking so good on that paper towel I gently laid you on. Just looked at you and thought "I burnt an old friend". I went to kiss you then I licked my lips ooooo you taste so good my stomach started rumbling again. I kissed you again, and again and again until I heard CRACK!! Oh my god I took a bite though the thought of spitting you out ran through my head I could no longer fight the temptation of eating you. So good crispy ,salty, yummy my mouth continued to water my stomach moan loudly for another bite so I ate and I Ate and I Ate until there was nothing left. Nothing but the little crumbs of your existence. I felt ashamed I cried when you were gone. I did it I ate my best friend. What would the other pieces say to this crime that I commited. So I cooked off the rest ,and ate all of the evidence.

The kind of love. Love
I want that kind of love that makes you feel like nothing else matters. The kind that can fight with you, for you and right beside you each and everyday . I want that love that kisses you softly in the night and makes your soul tingles makes your knees buckle.... Makes your heart just melt. Is willing to grow old with you love to lay down beside you and wake up to your smile. That will comb your hair when you are weak and take care of you love that has no measures knows no profits and has no boundaries. I want the kind of love that was made in Gods image and when love greets him i will surly follow. LOVE!