so trust me i moved on in my life at the end of my road i see a dull knife i pick it up and my veins start to bleed i feel my becoming light as a leaf, i take a second to stop and think about how my life is ****** up way to hard to believe. i dropped the knife and it disappeared, all i see is scars for real. the cuts were so deep that i still feel the pain my heart just dropped and shattered to about three hundred  pieces. my feet gave out and knees gave in, so then my head started to spin i woke three days to find when you broke my heart you ****** up my mind, my head is broken and it is trying to leave you behide but in the thought of it all one day i will be fine

So by the time I think of the past the future pasts by me so fast that I get  lost in time never to be found again to be stuck in a in place of death and demise. No one to call nor give  you a reaching hand for that you feel so alone. So as time goes by you feel empty as hell you feel as if god has given up hope for you and that heaven has abandon you. So you just sit and question gods existence and if he even cares for your lost soul. You hope one day that you will catch up on time and find the one who will answer you calls and reach there hand out for you. That one who will give there shoulder to cry and rest your tired eyes, the one who loves you for you and loves you for what you are on the inside. So as you wait for time to slow down for you to catch up just remember the people who on really cared before you got lost in thought and depression. so to his I write this to get it off my mind and i write knowing that she loves my poems

So when I see your heart within I think of the past it has seen, the future it will see. As time with past the mgrows whole the body will sprout like flower I spring the mind will blossom Like a tree In the months of may. Your tears with fall like the showers of september or the mid month of may. I see you glow within like light at the end of the tunnel of life, or the tunnel of death. Jut know that I will be a the ending with my arms wide open and with my heart full of love and caringness. So tonight I write of love and peace from above I hope you like to the monster of my heart

I don't know why but i must say i love you i love you beautiful with all my heart .
never mind i do know why it is because you are truly mine, till the end of time i want you to see how i am kinda, loving and romantic. to see you smile i would i would play all stupid, to stop you from crying i would tell you everything is going to be alright.so in time i will give you your space to think of me running a race. i race to one win again to have you in my arms to spin. to cry is how i deal with your lost love. cause when i feel alone in side i think of you and start to smile. my hearts just knows and it has a feeling that one day you will take me back and make me whole again to make you happy is all i wish to make smile with a little kiss. may not of shown all my love but i play on change will hope with you above. to join me in a single dance to win you back with a fighting chance. i am glad you broke my heart cause now i can write with the feeling straight from heart. so to you i all i have to say please don't ever ******* change to see you laugh is my only dream to make you mine is my only thing. my first love yes my last love yes. to me you will always be first no matter what i loved you first i care so much is from inside . so with i i send a few dozen hearts and a smile to make think of my heart