today
i smiled
and it wasn't to fool
anyone
or to seem happy
like usually

i smiled because
you
snuck into my mind
and for a little while
everything
seemed perfectly
all right

Could we fall in love?
I'd like to say yes
because it could be so good
to call you mine
and to be yours

I'll always remember
waking up to
your eyes
looking at me
in my sleep
and you smiled
and we didn't say
a thing
not even good morning
we just lay there
and touched
each others
face

It hurts me a bit
to think
that it may never happen
again
and that's how
I know
I could fall in love with you
if I may

yesterday i went away
not far
but far enough
and it was so quiet

and i spent the day
in a bed with
him
he kissed my face
and touched my skin

the birds sang for us
and we both cried
for with you
i don't have to hide
the pain

i think
i could fall in love
with him

*if he let me

i don't understand
why
you don't miss
me
as much as i
miss you

why you don't
ache
and why your heart
is yet whole

                                        why did you
                                        get away
                                        with no pain
                                        when i'm lying here
                                        numb

it was 5.12 am
and the early sun
was finally reaching
the windows
making the outline of
your body
clear

your eyes were shut
and you were asleep
and i were not
but i were watching
you
being so beautiful
and at peace

and to me
for that night
that was better
than sleep

it took me
one second
to fall in
love with
you

it took you
two seconds
to find out
you
wanted nothing to do
with me