im starting to get sick of not feeling alive.
cemeteries are not the only places the dead go
and sometimes your ghosts live in your own backyard
on the days i feel miserable i sit for hours composing my own epitaph
"Here are the remains of a young girl, stopped breathing: age 18"
I know you are getting tired of all my bad days, but please understand
sometimes i need to destroy myself
just
to
feel
alive.