I felt alone
Then you came along
I thought I give a chance
Yet I saw the sign
Thou I try to show you my love
I stood by you
In the good & the bad
You told too choose
Jesus or you.
I had no other choice thou
Too walk away.
As I walked away
I felt my heart jump
For joy I knew then
I had to realized I was # 1
I had to just walk away
& breathed
The air in my lungs
Kept flowing upward, blood flow
Bumped up as my heart beat beat beat
The tone of my best was freedom
I knew then that Jesus was all!!!
Without Jesus we are nobody
I'm proud to say Jesus come first.

Blind in the sea...
Wanting too see;
Yet all broken up!
Didn't understand
The meaning of being,
So broken up;
Yet I said brokenness,
You must flea!!!
For I have vision
& a dream ;
Brokenness you no
Longer can live in me;
Brokenness I declare;
My eyes to see...
My soul to live ...
My heart to ....
Pump!!!!
Brokenness I say goodbye
You no longer can live in me!!!!

I was dirt;
I was spit on;
I was stirred around;
Til I became clay;
Who created me, started to play.

He knew all along how to play,
He took the 7 step:-
1- timing
2- kneading
3- cut
4- shape
5- form
6- readiness
7- admire

He was the Potter Man &
Now I am the work of is play.

Isaish 64: 8

I was lost & confused...;
All I saw was darkness!

I cried out in my shadow...
I wonder who will wipe my tear;

Thou how could you see my tear in my darkness...
You felt my skin &
said I see no tear;
You felt my heart &
Said I feel coldness;
You try to reach for my soul
Yet I said goodbye as,
I flew away in my darkness.

I saw you from a far;
I extend my hands to reach you;
Yet I couldn't connect too you.
I cried out in my darkness,
While nobody heard me cry,
Now I'm gone &
all you see is my emptiness.

Oh if you would had heard my cried maybe I be in your lightness.

They call you out;
They said they didn't want you...
They said let it die....
Yet in your *******,
you came back up
Yet in your pain, you manage to swim
Yet you got up for a moment.
Yet the shackles of life
Now got you all wrap back up....
Shackles have you tied.....
Yet you want to Manage them
& now the strength of shackles have you down....
In your mind you have a way out
In your heart you wish to be out
Yet the shackles of life have you once again press down.
Oh shackles oh shackles oh shackles....
How I will love to be free
Oh shackles of life if you let go of me oh shackles oh shackles oh shackles
Please let go of me!!!!

I cry in silence hoping somebody can hear me,
&
When I look up; I see nothing but a dark ceiling,
I stomp down to only feel coldness beneath me
So I stretch my hands to only realize,
I'm closed in Four walls.
Hearing voices on the outside
While my tears flow wondering ...
If anyone hear my cry.
I plead..
I don't wanna die,
Yet I wonder if anyone can realize
how I want to be free
from these Four Walls.
I wonder if your in search of me
&
If so will you break down these
Four Walls.
So I can become free of the pain
Cause by being enclosed
in these Four Walls.